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Recommendations for Tim Burton Fans

Start to get his movies. The total is $105.45 at Amazon.com, but I didn't put the 2 Batmans in there since they weren't sold alone. So, altogether, it's maybe around about $120.

There are other movies listed that are not on video.

I did rent them all first, but I knew I wanted to study them later.


So, anytime I want, I can get a bowl of popcorn and study a show of his.  After all, he is remaking something he wrote, Frankenweenie the dog.

For Johnny Depp, I got Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas and some more I threw away this time, along with most of the movies of Tim Burton.  I got Cry Baby last time.

All I have left is wondering why Pee-Wee's Big Adventure didn't come in and because I accidentally ordered the book for Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.  I looked back at my history and I don't know why Pee-Wee's Big Adventure didn't come in.

 All in all, it gives you something to post on his boards online.

Recommendations for Tim Burton Fans

Start to get his movies. The total is $105.45 at Amazon.com, but I didn't put the 2 Batmans in there since they weren't sold alone. So, altogether, it's maybe around about $120.

There are other movies listed that are not on video.

I did rent them all first, but I knew I wanted to study them later.


So, anytime I want, I can get a bowl of popcorn and study a show of his.  After all, he is remaking something he wrote, Frankenweenie the dog.

For Johnny Depp, I got Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas and some more I threw away this time, along with most of the movies of Tim Burton.  I got Cry Baby last time.

All I have left is wondering why Pee-Wee's Big Adventure didn't come in and because I accidentally ordered the book for Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.  I looked back at my history and I don't know why Pee-Wee's Big Adventure didn't come in.

 All in all, it gives you something to post on his boards online.

Citrus Gatorade

Yum!

Citrus Gatorade

Yum!

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I slept in.

We didn't go because of the traffic and my mom got back late.

I'm going to Disney World soon.

I wish I was more open

and did swim team.  The star a year older asked me every year, but I said I did cross country.

I wish I was more open

and did swim team.  The star a year older asked me every year, but I said I did cross country.

I'm not too upset.

I'm not too upset neither at my old friends.

I'm not upset about my friend's parents.

But, for some reason, my friends don't answer me and don't talk much.  I see them together in real life.

I find myself still having to manually

check on people who "dropped me as a friend."

I'm more European than a lot of people.

I don't understand.  I have Native American indian.  I'm nothing like my dad nor mom.

I'm supposed to grow up to be long, tall, and thin.

My friends aren't, but they can't stop me, though it looks like they already did.  I was doing so good growing.  I guess I need more food.

So Uptight and Bringing up Bad Memories

That's what my family was to me.  I don't want to visit them.  I go to Disney with my mom.  I can take home some pictures.  I spent the last of my money forgetting about Disney souvenirs.

My dad's mom's side

which includes him, thinking of the indian relatives are animals.  They are so mean to me.  Everyone said how perfect I was.  My grandma is trying to make me submissive to her because she can tell about the word nigger thing, but I think there's nothing wrong with it if it's used the right way.  My grandma doesn't use hints the right way.  We just wanna have some fun.

My Ethnicity

I am wondering if I have more English.  My grandma didn't really know so lied to us, said she didn't know.  I think her brother must have gotten some information.  I'm wondering if one side is really Scottish and English but not Dutch.  My mom grew up in Dutch culture, so I have that accent.

It's too hard to think with my parents around sometimes.

My dad doesn't actually realize it isn't nice.  He won't stop like molesting me.  He always fiddles with his thumb around me trying to make me think of something, like so tacky rubs it back and forth and makes a scraping sound somehow.  My parents need to stop.  I do something, they get back rather than realize something is not my fault.  So many people seem to think I'm not a guilty person.  Nothing will be happening and my parents want to fill in time with mean secret messages.  I should stay away.

I can do whatever I want.

My parents have a bad habit or my dad does that if something looks wrong they don't want to help but to punish.  That's gay.

I was e-mailing these friends and one of them's family e-mail, but they were so rude they didn't respond neither at first that time nor later.  Call that stuck up or just messed up?  One of the girls went to Facebook and MySpace and "removed me as a friend."  She thinks she's so English and cool, but she's so not.  She's in the other category.

Guilty?

If you think the word nigger is guilty to use, then I guess I'm guilty, but I was just playing around you know.  So, it wasn't really.  I wouldn't mind if someone did that to me.  Plus, the people seemed to want it.  There is nothing wrong with any word unless a word is meant to be that way.  I didn't come up to someone and call them that you know.  I was treated like a nigger, so I was like fighting for survival and it was only RP.  You'll be surprised how nice I am to the unfortunate.  I would never use that word on someone like that.  When I was hitting my wall, my parents came in at night and were mad, so I said, "Get out of my room, you nigger," to my dad.  My parents think it's cute when I get in trouble and it wastes my life for them thinking of how to punish me.  I had been treated differently first for hitting the wall.  Like, they need a certain amount of time.  I'm not 23, anymore.  I thought the rule was if you wouldn't mind if someone did that to you.  I'm serious they wanted it, as far as that goes.  If I used it on my kids there would be a reason.  I wouldn't molest them with that word nor with not having it.  Fact, everyone uses any word they want.  I am not the one who has used it too much, but most people don't need to use it on a baby.  Better get it over with.  I'm serious that's what happened.  There's nothing wrong.  I didn't go up to anyone nor someone unfortunate.  The terms and conditions were met.  People need to stop crapping up that the English language curse words are bad.  I have this video of a ball thing with tennis on my YouTube and they each use curse words in real life.  I just use it in my blog and if I feel something's important on a message board that allows it.  In real life, I don't even like to say the word stupid anymore.

I don't like it when people from tehe U.K. are rude.

I feel selfish to indulge in being European because I foil myself with other cultures.  I'm trying to change this part of me to not care.  I already don't care, and there could be more reasons.  Pretty much a white person doesn't get in trouble for being white, so why can't I?  People are so rude to me.  It is my love of the material feel of the culture.  I try to be both.  One thing I decided was to want black hair and white skin because that's right in the middle.  Of course I can get a tan.  I'm not that fat.  I don't know of skinny white people.  Their skin is usually pale, but not like flushed.

When people find they don't have anything in common

they realize what they know is from other people, too.

Why not make up something I can do to someone else?

My cousin treats me like an animal.

Her mom also does things, like tries to get across a message even if it wasn't right, used to do this when I was younger, just make up things I did for fun.

I'm excited about calling my grandma now.

No, I didn't masturbate when

I was matured.  I felt like it, in Slidell, but I think I did it very little to like never.  I think it was like once every few years, but you get the picture.  Sometimes I just do it in my sleep, but don't worry not often.  I didn't like it at first.

Why do people compete to be a certain way?

Like, they think shit is romantic.

So, I had actually sent my grandma some notes in the mail..

..and she was wanting me to call when I said I didn't know if I would.  I just am not comfortable.  I'm not supposed to have to talk to anyone just for no reason.  There is a reason to talk to her.  I just don't have much happening, and she's not a romantic person as far as conversation goes.  So, I listen to what she did, which is fun.  But, we don't talk about philosophical things.

I'm not a submissive person myself.

I just don't want to be responsible to talk to people.  Sometimes all people do is get mad.

I hate when people are connected to their childhood.

They act like a grown-up, but they really are a baby.

Like, I noticed Celine Dion singing sounds like the baby in the family.  I noticed flower kids copy accents created by older people.  Flower kids meaning flower children, the flowery time, the 60s and 70s.

Yea I was thinking friends.

I don't mean anyone in particular because I can't.  I'd get in trouble.  I'm upset because it's getting annoying.

My Extended Family Is Threatening

They treat me like I'm stupid.  You may think I don't actually have beef with the bulk of my family, but we'll just say the closer the hotter.

Hard of Hearing

My left ear rings all the time and feels a little plugged.  My right one feels cushioned.  I made myself go to my cousin's wedding and paid a lot of money for it.  I have to wait a month for a little money.  This lady whistled loudly in my ear.  Her mom was there because she was a neighbor.  I don't know why the hairdresser attends the wedding of a 19-year-old.  I went to MGM, and this lady kept talking loudly on the right for the Indiana Jones show, which has some stunts and had some loud music.  I should have covered my ear.

For once I didn't even exercise today.

I was tired and was gonna go to the gym with my dad.  I did stay up late.

I like my extended family but I want to say something.

They treat me like a baby, any member.  They think they can make me more disciplined, but that's my stereotype and not theirs.  I grew up mostly told by sane people I was very perfect.  I can't believe some of the things people want to do with me.  I'm supposed to call my Grandma again in a day or so.  Our connection was cut when I said I was wondering when to call.  I don't like that my family thinks it's funny to call at 4 when I have the rest of my day to enjoy.  Like I said on IMDb, people just don't know what I need.  They just see everyone else working and forget I was recommended to take time off from school at 16 and 20.

I must be the hottest Asian out there.

Because I'm Chinese but with an Indian nose.

We're going to Disney today|tomorrow afternoon.

Probably Animal Kingdom, maybe MGM.

Kinda thankful.

Fuck the piano.  I had a baby one and said I wanted to be a singer when we had to pick something when I was 7.  Michael Jackson actually inspired me singing "Free Willy."  Before that my first grade class studied whales, so it came out then.  We were on TV for it, but it's in Katrina.

How would I get into theater or musical theater without flexibility?  I couldn't be just a dancer.  Britney Spears didn't do ballet.  I did gymnastics from 1-9.

"Walkin' on the Sun" is so funny.

I hate being indian.

People really are racist.  How can I separate living from being a crazy animal?  Like, things like brown hair, how do I know if that's really physical as a European?  I guess the Chinese-Indonesian isn't irritating.

lol..

"Everybody's ... lookin' fo' somethin.'"

No, it's nothing like "Sweet Dreams."

http://www.amazon.com/Sweet-Dreams-Are-Made-This/dp/B001O3Y9YU/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302849442&sr=1-1

Songs Like "Dreams"

http://www.amazon.com/Dreams/dp/B000WOXPZ6/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1302760126&sr=1-2-spell

To me it sounds much less than the culture I grew up with at the time was.  You might think it's pretty remodeled, but to me it's the opposite statement.  :|

Songs Like "Dreams"

Songs Like "Dreams"

I'm starting to feel better.

My head is losening up some.

That was funny.

We only saw Annie once, but they had casts with 2 different main characters.  I don't know why or if I'm stupid, but we didn't see the one someone I knew was in.  I think the other girl was from somewhere else.  They seem to have a lot of the arts in other areas of the area.

They used to say about theater

that you either come to terms with it or not.  But, people have fallen for the idea that everyone would have.  But, they haven't.

Wars Fought Over Race

can't really be a good thing because people die.  The Jewish seem very European.  Blame white people for acting like they're not.  Don't blame the Chinese or some shit.

Only some traits|people

are shared between Chinese and white.

Another Thing That Upset Me

My piano teacher from when we lived in the nation's oldest city in northeast Florida said I should get into organ and never stop playing piano.  My mom called a lady I met later, but she never answered back.  So, for that amount of time waiting to meet her, I took that long to decide to not make it my life.  I'm very regretful because I wanted to be a singer since I was 7.  Instead, I also did piano and organ.

I liked the girl I was talking about, though.

I just feel like she saw me and followed me and made the auditions seem harder.

Someone from our junior hi died of drugs.

He went to the Catholic school in town.  I remember now I didn't know where I was going.  So, I guess that's another supporting reason I didn't actually get on dance team.  People transferred from the Catholic school.  My mom did ask if I wanted to go to an all girls school maybe New Orleans too.

My two best friends from before hung out and went to college together with another friend I was friends with.  They lived in Florida in the nation's oldest continuing city by Jacksonville.  They went to FSU.  I wish I applied to LSU, but don't get me wrong it was worth it to go to Loyola.  People went to UNO and I applied there.  My mom and I didn't have me apply to LSU.

I know she went to New Orleans Center for Creative Arts | Riverfront.

I got in most trouble it seemed for not chosing between ballet and gymnastics.  I did art at home for fun and had fun dabbling in music and being in choir my whole life.

I found I was happiest at a high school near our house.  I left as a junior to get harder academics since all the gifted classes were ending.  Don't get me wrong, I almost died twice and was made fun of selling candy (in which one person found ants) for Christian Club.  Someone almost hit my temple but was too tall, and there were fireworks as I walked away or nearby.

The Group

I saw them do Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat.  The girl I was talking about in my last post was one of the 4 narrators, who sing and move, do a synchronized movement pattern I remember, like tilting their head from side to side.  So after that, I went to be with them.  I stopped because I was tired.  I almost got in a church musical here.  They changed the schedule and I wanted to go to ballet.  I don't do that now anymore.

"The Wizard of Oz"

There was a tall girl a year younger when I went to another parish's youth group rather far away, not sure if it was Catholic.  This girl seemed shorter and slimmed even more and got the part for Dorothy.  I was wondering if she was following me because it was such a coincidence.  I quit that group.  There was this girl with white blonde bleached highlighted hair who I got with who put her arm in mine just like Dorothy.  She was slightly older, same grade I think, just a little older compared to me I think.  She also got a part for Meet Me in Saint Louis the year after.  There are 2 musicals a year + YATs.  Judy Garland also played the same character in Meet Me in Saint Louis.  Of course, Judy Garland was Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz.  Anyway, I remember it was the same name and grade of the person who got the roles.  They had a good director for The Wizard of Oz.  They should get more room, like cut out the trees and create a 2nd theater and have musicals all year.

I'm bored of my music.

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Ah!

Here's a tickler.

1983, hey?  http://www.amazon.com/Theme-From-Terms-of-Endearment/dp/B001BHWKAO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302762470&sr=1-1

[The Feeling of] Just Waking Up

http://www.amazon.com/Christ-Born-Child-Earth-French/dp/B000TEII3S/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302761835&sr=1-1

Other Songs

There are other songs that pop up other than what I know now.

"Iris"

http://www.amazon.com/Iris/dp/B00122IZXO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302760818&sr=1-1

It sounds like he's trying to copy the accents of those famous girls from 1997|8.  I always thought I was meant to be like those people.

You can tell "Sweet Dreams"

is a different kind of musical capability.

http://www.amazon.com/Sweet-Dreams-Are-Made-This/dp/B001O3Y9YU/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302760400&sr=1-1

Why would someone indulge racism?

Give someone else a chance in the bathroom!

How can you fake this?

http://www.amazon.com/Dreams/dp/B000WOXPZ6/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1302760126&sr=1-2-spell

You can't fake being able to sing this.

Now I'm listening to "Sweet Dreams."

November

I don't want my period.  I haven't had it since Thanksgiving.  My doctor, who is Chinese-Indonesian, tried to get my mom to take me birth control pills because I might get raped.  Not sure why except I know I have a purple flap in my vagina, the two flaps that stick out in the cheeks.  I don't know if I have mine shaped more like an African.  My vagina got pretty numb.  I used to feel a lot of pressure.  Anyway, the birth control pills I mentioned because it's supposed to regulate the period and keep from getting pregnant, not sure how.

Celtic Woman

They did "Sail Away."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_H4TlDxXxVk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGpTkv713vQ

We can sa il we can sa il.

SAIL AWAY SAIL AWAY SAIL AWAY

What I noticed was the background.  Now, it's one big clump of sound.

I have this teacher

from Loyola in voice: http://www.artistshousemusic.org/videos/an+interview+with+ellen+frohnmayer+assistant+professor+of+voice+at+loyola+university+new+orleans

Her doing a voice lesson with someone I saw working at the bookstore: http://www.artistshousemusic.org/videos/vocal+lesson+by+ellen+frohnmayer+pt2

Okay, Enya.

I just got "The Memory of Trees" and "Orinoco Flow" ("Sail Away.")

"The Memory of Trees" makes me think of death.  I used to listen to these CDs growing up, like when I was 9+.  Everyone in Florida knows "Orinoco Flow."

Unimpressed

I've met people from "the city."  What's the big deal about Fort Lauderdale?

Time for Some Spanish Music Again!

Why didn't I get "Livin' la Vida Loca?"

Now, I am listening to

Celine Dion sing "It's All Coming Back to Me."

Here is another song I have I know.

http://www.amazon.com/Show-Me-Heaven-LP-Version/dp/B001O7YFYA/ref=sr_1_10?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302754230&sr=1-10

Supposedly..

Miami has a lot of blacks and Latinos.  The Latino is the one that is overly recognized.

I also had "Macarena" which I love.

"Uninvited"

This song ceased to exist.  It's just a point of great discomfort for people who aren't into being famous and stuff so much.

"Paper Planes"

This girl is from the bottom of India and is like 10 or so years older.

http://www.amazon.com/Paper-Planes/dp/B000VAHEO4/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302753455&sr=1-1

This was inserted in "Slumdog Millionaire" but fairly recent.

Not Much German Culture

other than my aunt's husband and family until I moved to Louisiana my later years there.

Have to buy Orla's stuff.

I don't think the "My Land" was on TV, so it would be illegal on YouTube.  I even got a separate channel for singing in case they delete my whole account because I don't want to lose all the footage of me talking.  I don't save the videos but can download my favorites after awhile.

Just woke up and

called my grandma, who wasn't there, and ate supper with my mom.  I'm going to jog now.  Seeya!

I haven't had my period

since November.  That's about 5 months.

I recorded myself singing "Uninvited"

but forgot to put on my bra.  It was killing me.

I just found out Enya is Irish.

I said I read she was English.  Not the first time this kind of thing has happened to me.

Now, I'm listening to "Iris."

I make it sound more like the other one when I sing it.

http://www.amazon.com/Iris/dp/B00122IZXO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302693438&sr=1-1

So I'm listening

to music from 1997|8 and don't quite see how Louisiana is in the know-how.  I grew up with this music before living there.  I got the big ones, like "Uninvited."  I wonder if anyone in Louisiana can tell what's even going on.  Sadly, I think only I can do this.

I only had $27.

I ordered it.

It's too sad to watch Orla Fallon.

It's so nostalgic her days with the group called Celtic Woman.  She's not the only one who left.  Why doesn't she do Irish pop?

The Songs

This is not very familiar to me.  I'm not watching it online more, neither.  I do like oldies, but it's just my money keeps running away.  I'm supposed to get more from modeling, but I haven't.

I found a link to Orla's stuff.

I should buy it, but I'm too lazy.  I do have money.  I could buy it anyway.  I will if I wanna see it much more.  Anyway, at least you get to see a good amount.  http://www.youtube.com/user/zpfxlrdnajs#p/c/269AF51595B1F1EA/6/76Ei1pd4ogk

I don't know if this was on TV, but I don't think so.  YouTube doesn't like things downloaded from TV.  I was looking for the Christmas special I missed.  I forget.  I don't have my own TV, and I'm sick.

I am wondering who did this YouTube channel, like if it was Orla.  I really wanna buy it.  I was wondering if they were still on sale.

I'm watching Celtic Woman.

You can't plan on anyone

being perfect for their hair color.  You have to depend on someone and something.

Nostalgic About Spanish Influences

I got the song "La Bamba" and now that I'm older and have it to myself as a single, I think of taking Spanish class in my 2nd year of high school.  I actually had Spanish in 3rd and 6th grade, so I had 4 years at 3 different schools.  I know more about the culture.  I signed up for French and was gonna be Secretary.  I should have thought to stay in the French club.

Possessive People

When did people start getting that way, you ask?  When Johnny Depp finally became famous.  They are acting like they are better than people who worked hard to attain a goal or strike a certain level of skill in acting for family movies.

Blackheads

I wonder why I still was able to lead my life to an extent.  They are not really blackheads.  It's dried grease.  Now, I'm confusing mole marks for grease.  I guess it's something you take care of every now and then, and when you get in high school and area allowed to wear makeup that's how you can cover.  That's what I do now.

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This is cool. Good read.

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Is_a_dog-human_hybrid_real

I realized why Tim Burton likes Helena Bonham Carter.

I thought as an extra reason because she was Jewish, but also she had multiple European heritage.  That's why their relationship is like it is.

I am getting thinner

but my muscle is keeping my weight at 154-5 lbs.

We're getting Dominos.

My dad doesn't want to go to the gym because we're busy to do music.

I'm doing music with my dad tonight.

So, I'm not sure if I'll be taking walks at night for awhile.  We're going to the gym every night, maybe a break and a walk on Sundays.

I'm going for a jog.

Gym with Dad tonight and maybe a night walk.

Well, washing old dishes.

I woke up to use the bathroom.

Towels and now dishes.

These are some nice photos

of Olivia Newton-John and her husband around 10 years younger.  http://www.onlyolivia.com/news/11/110312-Chamber/index.html

She's looking so good!

When I Was in the

Flickr is working again.

Going to the Gym

and some stores with my dad.

The Gym

My dad goes to the gym when I do.  We're going tonight and hopefully every day, at least every day of the week other than when he has a guitar meeting at the library.

Photobucket and Flickr

Both are unreliable.

My dad didn't realize

I'm usually best behaved.  If my parents do something "wrong" nothing happens to them.  Can't say I did anything "wrong."

I just renewed

my highest level membership for $25 at Star Search Casting and asked to get my first account back by tracking my IP address.  Instead, I have a 3 at the end of my account and 5 at the end of the address itself for some reason.

Why are people from

the New Orleans area different from people from the city itself?

My dad said he couldn't afford it.  We had a new house in the suburb that had never been used.  We lived a block away from the elementary|junior hi and across the road from my high school which I liked a lot.  However, what I miss is people from New Orleans.  I'm from east coast Florida, so I'm from a highly populated|popular area, as well.

I just e-mailed a 2nd casting agency.

I didn't hear back from the 1st.  If they don't answer the main e-mail, there are two other people to contact.

Julia Winter

She is the English girl in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I guess she is Swedish ethnically.  Maybe, that's how she stood out.  The U.S. has a lot of people with north European blood.  AnnaSophia Robb, the other girl in it, has Swedish and I presume Scottish from her last name.

I usually end up stopping it

after Veruca Salt.

Johnny Depp and "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory"

It becomes obvious in parts that he is lucky to be born as a baby boomer or flower child.  Little kids think it's something about being old or a parent.  Actually it is intelligence.

"Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" (2005)

I can admit I don't like it much, but I think it was supposed to be special.  I don't exactly feel like finishing it.  It was just too short-lived.  Everyone who's anyone hates it.

Johnny Depp

He seems to be very aware of how he looks.  He choses to change.  I wonder how he crammed in Willy Wonka.

I had posted|thought before

that Celine Dion seems to think of her family singing and sings the way she would with them.  The thing is that's like a choir situation.  I think she had solos after she got out as opposed to growing up singing things alone ever.  The thing that I didn't want to admit was, not knowing Johnny Depp's family, but Johnny Depp seems to get something from his parents or where he lived mostly that makes it so that it sounds perfect like Celine Dion, but something is different.  It's like he's used to having other people have all the fun for him so-to-speak, hoping that's complimentary.  Like, he acts one way, and people fill in around him so that he shuts up.  D:  I have that problem.  I know it's because we are Native American indian.  He seems to have like a quarter of it, but I have probably less than one eighth.  I met two people who had Native American indian here.  They had light hair, so I was confused.

Helena Bonham Carter - Nomination

http://www.youtube.com/XChristinaBarrettXxX#p/u/7/Cg2rxc-WQ8w

"Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" (2005)

I notice you have to be more specific if you want to preserve an idea rather than have it simply suggestive.

Nostalgic

There is a deep sense of nostalgia about "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" that kids feel.

Watching "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" (2005)

Spoiler: I forgot the fling bar didn't work.

Olivia Newton-John

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oW_aowS9TSA

She is pretty attractive.

I'm making Velveeta mac & cheese.

There was a special sale when I got them.

I'm just with my mom now.

I tried to help her open pictures from her Blackberry.

Out

I was doing music with my dad.  Back when he's done.

Just woke up again.

I'm going to see The Adjustment Bureau, have pizza, and go to the mall and shop for shoes.  I have a Payless Shoes coupon.

Sprry I fell asleep.

I'm going back to bed then at 12 leaving for eating out, shopping for shoes, and a movie that's 1 hour 45 mintues.

I just need to rest.

Then I plan to do the pictures and videos.  I had 2 cans of Chef Boyardee.  BURP!

Totally different program coming along here.

http://community.babycenter.com/post/a5604085/post_some_more_photos

The next thing after European to be white is Chinese, even before Jewish.  Then comes Jewish.  Then comes everything else.

I'm waiting for my food to cool

and after I eat it, Chef Boyardee raviolis, I plan to jump in the bathroom and put on makeup and upload some pics of me and talking for the night.  I may even sing I think.  Yea.

I didn't come to bring my brother back to school.

I wanted to stay home and jog.  I didn't jog in the morning, though usually I like both.

Okay, I'm back.

I'm gonna eat some Oreos with milk and cook a cheeseburger and a hot dog probably.  I wanna put on makeup and take pictures, too.

Gatorade and Shower|Bath

Ah!

Going for Another Jog

1 1|4 hours

Johnny Depp

is listed as rumored to co-star in a movie the co-star from Dark Shadows is also co-staring in.  She's the 14-year-old girl, born in 1997.  Johnny Depp is producing Dark Shadows.  Christopher Lee is in it, as well.  Tim Burton isn't doing it, though.  I was hoping she would work again with Tim, but at least it's Martin Scorsese.  I think I would like to work with young directors that you fall in love with.  It's 2011.

Chloe Moretz

I had some pix of her saved on my computer, and then I found her in Dark Shadows.  I've never had a coincidence like that before.

I've been eying the team of Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, and Danny Elfman for a long time, so I was disappointed this time I didn't hear of the auditions or how you get to be in a movie like this.  For instance, it's not for first time tries?  For Alice in Wonderland they had auditions I think in Plymouth, England.  They got extras then, but I didn't see those same people or kinds of people all in it but maybe you know.

Anyway, I'm glad someone entertaining got the role so I can enjoy what I see a little.  I feel too antsy to really watch this that much.  I'm not that comfortable anymore with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  I can take Helena Bonham Carter.  I feel that as a fan online though I've been mistreated.  Like the last mistake is what lingers that people notice in how we talk.

She just looks so alive, like this is her chance.

Just like me the way I was when I was still in school.

There's a plan for what people think about kids.

I can relate to her as a parent.  She fits under me.  I wonder what's next.  She should brush her hair more to smooth out the frizz.  I had frizzy hair.  Now it's short but starting to curl some.

Nolstalgic she is 14.

I liked being 14 as my favorite time, but now is also my favorite time or the future will be.

Another Nice Picture & Race

http://www.imdb.com/media/rm480688640/nm1631269

So, Chloe is French probably.  She lives in the U.S. with the influence of other cultures, like German|Dutch.  Johnny Depp's kids actually also have German but are influenced by France, which seems to be like England in many ways.  It's hard to understand why Depp does movies as an indian, like Spanish stuff.  He doesn't seem to like dark things for race.

Chloe Moretz's Wiki Pic

http://i1094.photobucket.com/albums/i456/2011-04-06-1/Chlo_Moretz_at_WonderCon_2010_1.jpg

Why doesn't she look as good in this?

Chloe Moretz

She looks like a second cousin I have except Chloe has blue eyes.

http://i1094.photobucket.com/albums/i456/2011-04-06-1/young-chloe-moretz_402x593.jpg

The Nazi war is never-ending.

So I was looking at Eva Green

and she's from France.  Johnny Depp has German and the Cherokee is mixed in as well as Irish.  So, since he's so German-looking, he's not afraid to spread his roots in Paris.  I think France is a dangerous place, especially for aristocrats.  I would go to Germany, but I know that's where these two singing teachers were.  If I could pick anywhere to go, it would be Sweden.

Funny how this makes you think of Germany.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20110408/lf_nm_life/us_britain_warplane

Talk about not keeping a low profile.

Olivia Newton-John

I was following her online, and apparently she lives where I lived when I was 7 & 8.

Time to go to the store.

Well, my mom's not here.

I'm ready to go to the store..wait makeup.

I just set an e-mail

for a casting agency.  I was asking about the price and what to do for the headshots and bodyshots.  Like, I think I might get a more expensive dress next time.  This month left I have to get is shoes.  It's for if I get the modeling jobs for one of them, a total of $7300 pay, though supposedly I did get the job already.  I could get a new computer and laptop and shopping spree.

I'm going to the store a little later.

My mom might take me to the store.

Sorry I was asleep.

I'm going back to bed.

I want to take more pictures

and get a video of me up tonight.  I was lying on my sofa.

I'm hot.

My blood is boiling.

I was eating my dad's portion of food.

He wanted peanut butter on bread.

He said it was from a Chinese place.  I know we just had chicken.

I'm soo tired!

I'm going for another jog.

I have to get changed and go.  Will be back in about 1 1|4 hours.

I don't think I could honestly live

without a boy like the one in the background at the beginning of this.  You can turn it to mute.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9iz3KVT0Y0

Johnny Depp seems to be open to meeting interesting people, definitely.  He is probably lots of fun with his young girl fans who think he's so hot.  It makes me wonder people who aren't like me and don't want a boy like that.  I'm sure there's people like that out there, maybe from different cultures.  Even though I'm half Chinese-Indonesian and a little Native American, I have a little English and think that I look like that boy except more like everyone else as opposed to standing out in that way.  It just makes me uncomfortable.  What do people do with different kinds of husbands?  I realize they're great like the women.  Funny women depend on men in a certain way.

I feel uncomfortable because I used to like Johnny Depp as a person.  I don't think he's boring.  But, I don't wanna use him.  Same with Tim Burton.  He has a cute daughter with Helena Bonham Carter.  She was born when I became a fan around.  I think she was conceived when I started posting online.  Like at the same time.  But I dunno, maybe I'm too afraid to get into that and check my thinking.  About their son, he looks different in different pictures.  In some he has brown hair and others he has gray hair like I have.  I thought he was the cutest boy.  I wonder if he will turn out like the older boys I like.  It reminds me when we went up to my grandma's when I was 6 for Christmas, some girls working at McDonald's said I was cute or the cutest girl they met, though I don't think I could look cute at that time, not sure why, though I know my hair was cut to a bob with the bangs still but bangs a bit longer.  So, anyway, I really like Johnny as Willy Wonka.  He and Tim have made themselves so unavailable I just can't find myself happy with them alone anymore.  I mean unavailable in that they already have families and don't really spend much time about their fans.  I found myself retreating from life and just talking to my parents and people online to a degree.  They used to seem more open.

The reason I don't look like that boy is because I have blackheads, too.  I cover up with makeup and hope it goes away.  Sometimes I use pore strips.  I didn't look like him before because I used to believe in other ways of looking and because I was uncomfortable with my race and relating to others when it's not polite to talk about it, even if someone brings it up.

It's a matter of what's right and wrong.  Johnny Depp does in fact have a family and therefore is unavailable.  He should spend more time with them.  I think I'm a fun person to be around sometimes.  Who knows.  Maybe I'll see him one day.  That would be fun for me.  Johnny Depp does seem less open than Tim Burton, too.  I haven't seen much of Tim Burton online recently, neither.  I liked Tim from the very beginning but am beginning to feel different.  I think Helena Bonham Carter is very lucky.  That might not be a nice way to put it.  I think it's special I mean.  They go together so well.  I mean look at their daughter.  She takes good care of her son, too.  They always hold hands when they're outside.

If I didn't meet a boy like that nor like a Norwegian boy who's kinda cute, I don't think I'd ever think to get married.  I find that in some ways I'm very white and would fit in in Norway, mixed though.  I'm not worried and would be more interested in do we live where it's that cold.  I think it's not as cold as people think, though.

So, I still like Johnny Depp, but it's like he's waiting to drop the other shoe.  I like him as an actor and follow him around.  I like Tim Burton immensely and he reminds me of my past life.  I like art like him, too.  Tim Burton is very interesting to me if you were interested in my first 12 years of life.  I lived in east coast Florida then.  Being from Florida is what makes me interested in Johnny, as well, and plus someone who actually gets it like.  I'm not sure what they'd be like otherwise, but I guess they're the kind of people to live where they're from.  It's just addictive, Floridian or Californian heritage.  It's like being black.  I know what I like.  It's like why.  The area just feels cool to live in where there's no beach.  Where there's no beach, there are probably more flowers.

Okay, time to get ready for some carrot cake.  Num.

Stay Home

I think I will stay home until I can get a role in a movie.  I could pay an agency.  My modeling jobs total to $7300.  If I still will get them I bet that's enough money for an agency.

A Grand Day

I did some stuff on the computer and now to go out for a jog.  My 1st jog of the day.

Pictures and Video

I just took some pictures and 2 videos of me and am posting them.  I have to wait for a couple hours for YouTube to load the videos of course.

I could major in singing.

The courses are available at the campus, but I don't quite feel like it.  The musical theater courses aren't all offered at the nearby campus, anyway.  I'm not sure why they claim music is.

I told my mom

that I want to major in musical theater.  I like regular theater, but musicals as movies are so much fun.

I told my mom

that I want to major in musical theater.  I like regular theater, but musicals as movies are so much fun.

Not a Big Deal

I was probably around size 5 a little more when I was my normal weight.

I put the wrong dress size

on Star Search Casting.  I thought I was a 7, but I'm a 16.  I know in pants I wear 11-13 and shirts I can fit in an XL.

http://christinabarrett43.blogspot.com/

I'm going for a jog for an hour.

It's still light out.

Dentist cancelled.

I don't know..

..something happened to the schedule.  They changed things.

Makeup

I wanted to get some pix of me in a wig, but it turns out my appointment is for now.  I'll be back 4 I think but maybe a little later.  I am seeing a therapist and the dentist.

I'm going back to bed.

At least I think I am.

Today I see a therapist and the dentist

in the afternoon, I think leaving at 4 or it starts at 4.

Okay, I'm on a diet.

I'm just eating as little as possible of healthy things.  I jog twice a day.  I just want to get there faster.  My weight hasn't moved.  I gained like 50 pounds.  So we'll see if it works out.  I feel less tired already and more like doing something else.  But what?

Ah maybe not.  Just jog twice a day.

I'm going for my 1st jog of the day.

I added more pictures to my Nell Burton album.

photobucket.com/NellBurton

I should go for my day jog.

I also like to do a night jog.

So, the yeti ride and the festival of the Lion King or whatever

-spoilers- were really creepy.  I'm gonna post some spoilers.  The Lion King ride was freaky with animals coming in from four sides of the room.  They were robots|puppets on big floats.  There was the lion king, the warthog, a giraffe, and an elephant.  They just moved around the whole time they were doing the singing and dancing.

They had a thick frame.

Why does Helena Bonham Carter wear glasses now?

I got some buns at the store

so I'm making a hot dog.  I also have hamburger buns and sub rolls.

I've been updating my About Me.

I linked the old biography.  I wrote a lot more before and wonder what to do about it.  I want something interesting.  The one I have now seems to flow better in a way.

Oh no, it's raining.

Tacos

We get the soft tacos, too.  That's all I'll eat.

Asian

Russia is in Asia.  My dad was saying when I was talking to him that he wishes they didn't say white but say Caucasian.  There are different places.  First there's African.  Then there's indigenous indians.  Then there's the Middle East.  Then there's Asia.  Then there's southern European.  Then there's middle European.  Then there's north European.  F.y.i. Johnny Depp is related to the first freed black woman and seems to have significant Cherokee plus the German and the Irish.  I even think I've heard he's English.

I'm back.

I'm gonna take a nice shower.

Jogging

Worried

We were moving to New Orleans, but my dad claims he can't have afforded a house in New Orleans.  He checked out all the areas and found only one Catholic school that was opened.  I remember I thought it was funny when he got home where we used to live, I'd say, "Oh no."  I used to talk to my mom in private that I wanted to eat earlier so I wouldn't be as tired, but we had to wait for my dad.  I started losing sleep.  I did get in trouble with my mom for saying, "Oh no."  Like, Ooh Noh.  It was a thing because I didn't like touching with my parents, though it had become uptight.  I guess it wasn't so funny really.

I remember that my brother used to lie on the floor a lot.  My mom eventually networked teaching exercise from my piano teacher's suggestion to start teaching her and her sisters tai chi.  My mom wanted to stay in Slidell for my brother to grow up, but Hurricane Katrina came.  Anyway, my brother weighs how much I did at 5' and he's taller than my dad around 5'8.  It was hard in school being around people of different heights because they don't believe in appreciating differences.

Something I Posted About Tim Burton

People feel submissive to him.  I think a key difference between another fan and I would be that.  I am appreciative though not submissive.  What is that feeling, anyway?  What I might feel most submissive to is his directing, like of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) the most.  I just think that's overly cool and am not afraid to say I noticed.

http://christinabarrett42.blogspot.com

http://christinabarrett42.blogspot.com

I got this wig for modeling.

I got two modeling jobs for a total of $7300 pay.  I got this wig that I'm gonna cut to be a few inches below my shoulder: http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00410F8UC

Helena Bonham Carter - "My Fair Lady"

Helena Bonham Carter should be Eliza Doolittle.  She looks perfect, and her speaking is superb.  I'm sure it would be important she gets the role because she'd do so well if she is in it.

Something I Said About Tim Burton Awhile Ago

People act like The Nightmare Before Christmas is their thing and act so submissive to him.

going to the store

Pretty Girl in "Dark Shadows"

http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://static.reelmovienews.com/images/gallery/young-chloe-moretz_402x593.jpg&imgrefurl=http://pul.se/search/Will%2520Burton&usg=__6DuPORhwLW3qbtoEXXXlRtnl7ZY=&h=593&w=402&sz=46&hl=en&start=345&zoom=1&tbnid=vcOFkfTUskF_xM:&tbnh=150&tbnw=139&ei=fraYTbnuKYaltweIyZGJDA&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dnell%2Bburton%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dflock%26sa%3DN%26channel%3Dfds%26biw%3D1660%26bih%3D826%26tbs%3Disch:11%2C6726&chk=sbg&um=1&itbs=1&iact=rc&dur=124&oei=c7aYTaCmJJGXtweSstnuCw&page=10&ndsp=38&ved=1t:429,r:33,s:345&tx=81&ty=103&biw=1660&bih=826

Music My Mom Likes

She has this Chinese music in the car, but what she uses to teach tai chi she likes, the random bells with a subtle background.

My legs are soo itchy!

I took another shower today.  I'm gonna start doing this more often again.

I mean I just shaved.  :p  I'm all wet and cold, even with short hair.

Well, we're going to Publix to pick up my medicine.  Then Dominos.  Then the mall.  Then to get my dad's special music computer.  Someone built it for him.  He does guitar and is a singer-songwriter.

The itching is still there but went down.  The private area can get itchy too.  I shave there now.  It's nice because then my bathroom isn't a forest of pubic hair.

I have on some dark blue sweatpants from Gap.  I have on a blue striped shirt from Pacific Sunwear.

I'm gonna return that outfit and get jeans for modeling.  I have to have them hemmed.  After jeans, I will use money to get shoes.  For modeling I need my own jeans and shoes.  I also need to work out, probably tomorrow I hope.

I feel all itchy.  I had mint and chocolate (sale 2 for $5) Oreos and milk for breakfast.

Going to the Movies

seeing Hop and might buy clothes when we walk around the mall.

I did more pictures in

my Nell Burton album, http://www.photobucket.com/NellBurton

Lucky I did this when I did.  I don't see how Photobucket lets you chose an address anymore.  It comes with numbers and extra letters, not just photobucket.com/"name."

Variances apply within the same race.

I'm only 1|4 Irish

but 1|4 Dutch, Scottish, French, German, English, and Native American indian.

I feel sorry for my grandma.  Not only was her last name Barber, but she had Native American indian and no German.

If I'm 1|2 Chinese

not looking for any particular type since they migrate around so much supposedly ... does that make me like a cross between totally different looking dogs?  What makes dogs different is their sizes.

Olivia Newton-John's Daughter

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENjbUoh6ddg
2:17

Her daughter sings very nicely! She should be Dorothy in a new version of The Wizard of Oz. Tim Burton could do it. That's what I've been saying.

Meg Ryan

January 2006 she adopted a Chinese girl. Her son, born 1992, is cute, as well.

Asian versus African

Africans sometimes connect to white more than to Asian.

Skin

There was this nice African American lady next to me at the store when I was getting chicken.  I looked at this picture up at http://disneyworld.disney.go.com/.  I was thinking it's nice when African Americans look healthy with skin more in the middle of black and tan.  My skin is in the middle of white and tan.  It feels like the same thing.

We're going to MGM at Disney World today.

My mom and I are going.  My dad isn't taking a day off.  He never does when we go.  I wonder when he will use his vacation days.  He takes me to the doctor, which now is about once every 2-3 months.  I get my blood tests with him, too, for my cholesterol and vitamin D.