Monday, July 16, 2012

Treating Others With Respect

Some people think that in difficult situations someone else is wrong if they take someone for granted.

However, in obvious situations, some people fail to believe the other person matters, as much as they do, like.

..I still have to decide which book series to buy.

I have the most expensive Nook!  I've already begun reading People, the magazine.

I don't know if I want to read Harry Potter anymore because I watched the last movie about 5 times in theaters, mostly in the cheap theaters.

I was thinking of trying to read Twilight series.  Also, there's the Hunger Games trilogy and the Fifty Shades trilogy.

Why

Why do I find myself hungering perverted things, more when I drift into unconsciousness, like when I'm asleep or sometimes when I try to kick back a little?  Like, I want to feel something perverted.  I guess that's because I'm overly serious, but I guess I can get over it.  I guess most people just act that way, and for me it's just a bit stimulating.

The Weather

The weather here is interesting.  It's humid with a cool mist.

Me Turning Over Every Stone

People think that though it seems like an effort if you think about it that it isn't wrong because it's unnecessary and stupid but because it means you're being sarcastic.  That's quite a simplistic way of thinking, and that's not just an opinion but a complicated deduction.  It's true, a lot of people seem to think along these lines.  I don't agree.  It might be a mistake.  Things like that are hard to do.  I don't think that everything that's hard can seem like sarcasm.  People want to think work is a joke, but work can be fun and even easy.  The more you do something well, the easier and better it gets.

Guilty, as Charged!

Why am I always made to feel guilty?

It seems that ever since I was born I was made to feel guilty.  I don't like that.  I worry about how I am.  Yet, people tell me I'm okay yet act differently.

It does seem people are giving me the cold shoulder.


It seems, for me, too, that things have changed, greatly.  People looked over things I turned over wrongly in my subconscious before, but now there's no excuse.  I'm like ratted out as an evil person!  It's not funny!  I don't get it.  People think that they feel a bit better for things.  It's so silly.  They think that because they failed to do something personality-wise that that means they're better in that supposedly your strengths are ways you show off.  We wouldn't have a good world if that were so.

Hair Color

I've seen lots|more pictures of Irish girls with dark brown or almost black hair being with boys with golden or blond hair.  I've seen enough things like this in general to have an opinion on it.

It's true that a person would do good to lighten or enrichen their hair...

When I watched Italy Passport to Europe, I noticed a girl who looked the same a girl from another video I borrowed, on having babies.  It was interesting in the video of the people having babies that the girl who seemed more prissy with light hair I think had a more dark serious man.  I remember the brunette had a very attractive blond man.  There was even a very good-looking, slim Latin American girl with a husband similar to the blond man, maybe especially a physical person, too, but personality-wise sorta, not like being too bulked up.  I believe you can be too bulked up or too thin, but it's a choice.  I'm not sure but assume my bones aren't incredibly large.  I am trying to get healthier and therefore thinner and more muscular.  So the Spanish lady had a baby with honey hair and very smooth skin.  The father didn't have that slick look, which brings to mind that Latin American men bear a more slick look than other men.  The brunette looked a lot like one of my brother's teachers with poofy hair cut in a bob and bangs.  She seemed especially serious.  It's sad that my brother's teacher's 1st baby died.  Now she has a boy and a younger girl.  She's married into a prominent family I knew in the area.  I think I knew a lot of the prominent families, all the ones I knew of at least almost or seemingly..  So, the brunette in the DVD had a daughter with poofy gold hair.  It looked like she really strained, though, like didn't seem relaxed with herself.  I saw in Passport to Europe on Italy a mother I think with some shade of medium or light brown hair ... I saw a bunch of Italian teenagers and they looked fair compared to Americans and just looked European but reminded me more of the people in the New Orleans area, in particular.  Like, they had like smooth gold blonde hair in a folded over type of ponytail|bun.  So, the daughter looked like the daughter of the brunette in the other DVD except seemed fairer in general but with quite a rich sorta darkened over look, though she had lighter hair I think, just didn't seem so.

Irish Dancing

I want to do ballet, but I'd rather broaden my horizons.  I'd rather do something different and something where I can succeed.  It will be a bridge for me in more advanced dancing!