Website Update

http://xinabarrett.yolasite.com/movies.php

I added the companies that produced these movies I've watched.  It's not showing up now but will in purple!

Website Update

I added more information about the movies I've seen:  http://xinabarrett.yolasite.com/movies.php

Celeb Search

Tim Burton
http://www.comingsoon.net/news/movienews.php?id=85450
http://www.hitfix.com/videos/frankenweenie-producers-don-hahn-and-allison-abbate/
http://tbcollectivenews.blogspot.com/2011/12/abraham-lincoln-vampire-hunter-teaser.html

Johnny Depp
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtegC6IkDVc
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xmafjb_johnny-depp-wants-ricky-gervais-to-host-golden-globes-2012_news

Helena Bonham Carter
http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1675295/dark-shadows-helena-bonham-carter.jhtml

Chloë Grace Moretz
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3Du0d3EC8U

Evy (Evanna) Lynch

Justin Bieber

Britney Spears
http://www.tmz.com/2011/12/17/britney-spears-engagement-ring-picture/#.TvnacTVSRvA

Jim Carrey

Julie Andrews
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qkKlHdTz1io

Olivia Newton-John
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-w-GwjmPo4

Órlagh Fallon

I put something on my IMDb profile.

http://www.imdb.com/user/ur29917777/boards/profile

Website Updates

http://xinabarrett.yolasite.com

I added to the first page of my website that I will post all website updates and celeb searches on my blog.

I added a few pages.

I added to my movie list.

Movie Review: "The Adventures of Tintin"

I was looking forward to seeing this quaint tale.

There was a big shock when you first see it and adjust to the fact that you are seeing 3D animated real life form people.  Arthur Christmas for example had cartoon 3D animations.  This was like the real deal.  Beowulf was like that, too.

Tintin is a nice boy with a nice vocal artist.  He has a quaint round head with playful red hair.  His dog Snowy, who I looked up beforehand, is a cute fluffy white dog with lots of spunk.

I must admit being peeved at that drunk guy, or was he just like that without being like totally intoxicated?  Silly man!

Renée Fleming was a marvelous surprise to see there.  My dad got me her Handel CD years ago when I was a music major and took voice.  She was the 2nd top singer in the world or the U.S.  She shattered glass in the film, and I must admit like the whole time I had to cover my ears because the sound was very annoying to me.  I even had to cover my ears after.  You know people trying to settle from the blow, the other voice actors tapering it not right away totally.

I think the ending was interesting.

Another funny part is what was advertised they were resting on a turned over boat because this drunk-acting guy who we thought was serious was delirious and made a fire in a wooden boat with nothing to keep the firewood, made of the oars he rowed after knocking out Tintin with one of them, from the boat burning.  So, they had a hole in their little boat and were out in the middle of the ocean stranded.  It was interesting when they got the plane to the desert.  My dad and I didn't remember how they got out of that mess!

I was happy at how mature and friendly it was presented.  I was a little upset, thought I'd enjoy the opera part yet had to cover my ears.  That's quite a statement to make to be able to do that.  I wonder how they knew about Renée Fleming.  I try to post about her sometimes.  I should also add her soon to my website of people I like and who they are.

It's too bad I can't remember the plot.  I was just watching the antics of all the characters.

Good show!  Jolly good one!

Welcome to my blog!

I hope you had a very merry Christmas and have a happy new year 2012!

I forgot all about Twitter!

There's so much to remember!

Bye!

I'm going somewhere tonight.

I may not be in until pretty late, what with jogging and showering and everything.

Justin Bieber's little sister is so cute!

:)

Today

I'm going somewhere and calling my grandma back.  Later tonight I will probably jog.  I don't think I will go to sleep but may at least lie down.  I might.

I edited this post again.

http://cb-orlfl86.blogspot.com/2011/12/i-feel-bad-about-elderly-woman-at-wal.html

The bottom part.

Post Update

http://cb-orlfl86.blogspot.com/2011/12/i-feel-bad-about-elderly-woman-at-wal.html

The bottom part.

I'll be in and out.

I don't know what I'm doing tonight.

And

I want to call my grandma.

I mean for after.

I'm still jogging.

Towels

t fold.  Not sure what this extrsa "o" is doing.o

I checked Facebook.

I checked Facebook.

I'm going for a jog.

Then, I take my shower.

Website Edit

I edited the top right box on my Blogger page, this page.

Bedtime

Past bedtime.

We saw Footloose again today, to, by the way.

Good night!

I'm making scallops.

They're frozen and will take 20 minutes.  The oven is heating up to 400 degrees.

The Lady at Wal-Mart

I did put what I was returning in a big opaque paper bag.  That might be why she wanted to make sure.

I feel bad about an elderly woman at Wal-Mart.

She was pretty aggressive last time I saw her returning something.  This time I was feeling funny without makeup since it was so hard for me to get up.  I wasn't used to having my skin flush that dark and people seeing I look kinda like a Latino.  I don't have any southern European blood.  I think she wanted to rub elbows with me and for some reason asked if I just had one a few times of things to return.  I was defiant in attitude that I didn't accept her suggestions in acting a certain way.  I just feel bad and sorry to that lady.

I also am sorry to the people I called niggers (because they were treating me like one and some were black) for whatever cause that I was bad to carry out or verbalize.  (It was mostly a few people online.)  I am sorry I didn't know what the word faggot meant.

Welcome to my blog!

:D

Welcome!

Welcome to my new blog!

Welcome!

Welcome to my new blog!

My Weight

School

People who hate school also hate the people in it.

Celebs

Johnny Depp

Helena Bonham Carter

Olivia Newton-John
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7paZimgHMmI
She looks so good!

Jim Carrey
http://www.in.com/videos/watchvideo-jim-carrey-steps-out-with-new-girl-9824570.html
His new girlfriend is the same age as his daughter.  The video shows his daughter with him, as well.  She's the girl in the red dress.


Chloë Moretz

Evanna Lynch
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNghzYFKjx4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_O46S8v6U0
She's so exquisite!

Justin Bieber
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J1bt5r3y9Fo
So cute!

Julie Andrews

Tim Burton


and the list goes on

Celebs 2

Kate Bush
http://soundcloud.com/aerialish/kate-bush-interview-mike

Celebs

Susan Olsen a.k.a. Cindy Brady
http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/showbiz/2008/07/04/cindy.brady.radio.kktv

Johnny Depp a.k.a. Jack Sparrow
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmQ4Ad0d4zo
I've been following Johnny Depp myself.  I'm glad he's going around getting these good experiences.  It's good for him.  If I were him however I'd take a break.  It might lead to longevity and less drinking|smoking.

Helena Bonham Carter


Olivia Newton-John
7:31-8:56 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qXMwIETlGk
I love her new haircut.  I used to have hair around that length, and it's interesting the way it bobs.

Jim Carrey

http://www.kitchendaily.com/videos-partner/unscripted-with-jim-carrey-and-zooey-deschanel-517092991-241/
Cool!  He's very animted!

Chloë Moretz
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REJ1FbEnYlw
She's very mature!  Everyone probably says that.

Justin Bieber
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Vf0FO_C76w
He also seems very mature.

Britney Spears
I don't know whether or not this is intended to be legal, but I assume she doesn't care.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JuhMCFQN0x4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRau80xSr8o
Cute.

Julie Andrews
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Pn4yxLO-QI
Wow!  They did something like that with Grease, but we didn't get an actual performance!
I wonder how old the people will be who get this.  They could be a lot younger than me, and I haven't done anything!

Tim Burton
http://mascaraandmonsters.com/2011/11/03/hello-world/
I'm glad he's doing well still.

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Recommendations for Tim Burton Fans

Start to get his movies. The total is $105.45 at Amazon.com, but I didn't put the 2 Batmans in there since they weren't sold alone. So, altogether, it's maybe around about $120.

There are other movies listed that are not on video.

I did rent them all first, but I knew I wanted to study them later.


So, anytime I want, I can get a bowl of popcorn and study a show of his.  After all, he is remaking something he wrote, Frankenweenie the dog.

For Johnny Depp, I got Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas and some more I threw away this time, along with most of the movies of Tim Burton.  I got Cry Baby last time.

All I have left is wondering why Pee-Wee's Big Adventure didn't come in and because I accidentally ordered the book for Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.  I looked back at my history and I don't know why Pee-Wee's Big Adventure didn't come in.

 All in all, it gives you something to post on his boards online.

Recommendations for Tim Burton Fans

Start to get his movies. The total is $105.45 at Amazon.com, but I didn't put the 2 Batmans in there since they weren't sold alone. So, altogether, it's maybe around about $120.

There are other movies listed that are not on video.

I did rent them all first, but I knew I wanted to study them later.


So, anytime I want, I can get a bowl of popcorn and study a show of his.  After all, he is remaking something he wrote, Frankenweenie the dog.

For Johnny Depp, I got Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas and some more I threw away this time, along with most of the movies of Tim Burton.  I got Cry Baby last time.

All I have left is wondering why Pee-Wee's Big Adventure didn't come in and because I accidentally ordered the book for Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.  I looked back at my history and I don't know why Pee-Wee's Big Adventure didn't come in.

 All in all, it gives you something to post on his boards online.

Citrus Gatorade

Yum!

Citrus Gatorade

Yum!

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I slept in.

We didn't go because of the traffic and my mom got back late.

I'm going to Disney World soon.

I wish I was more open

and did swim team.  The star a year older asked me every year, but I said I did cross country.

I wish I was more open

and did swim team.  The star a year older asked me every year, but I said I did cross country.

I'm not too upset.

I'm not too upset neither at my old friends.

I'm not upset about my friend's parents.

But, for some reason, my friends don't answer me and don't talk much.  I see them together in real life.

I find myself still having to manually

check on people who "dropped me as a friend."

I'm more European than a lot of people.

I don't understand.  I have Native American indian.  I'm nothing like my dad nor mom.

I'm supposed to grow up to be long, tall, and thin.

My friends aren't, but they can't stop me, though it looks like they already did.  I was doing so good growing.  I guess I need more food.

So Uptight and Bringing up Bad Memories

That's what my family was to me.  I don't want to visit them.  I go to Disney with my mom.  I can take home some pictures.  I spent the last of my money forgetting about Disney souvenirs.

My dad's mom's side

which includes him, thinking of the indian relatives are animals.  They are so mean to me.  Everyone said how perfect I was.  My grandma is trying to make me submissive to her because she can tell about the word nigger thing, but I think there's nothing wrong with it if it's used the right way.  My grandma doesn't use hints the right way.  We just wanna have some fun.

My Ethnicity

I am wondering if I have more English.  My grandma didn't really know so lied to us, said she didn't know.  I think her brother must have gotten some information.  I'm wondering if one side is really Scottish and English but not Dutch.  My mom grew up in Dutch culture, so I have that accent.

It's too hard to think with my parents around sometimes.

My dad doesn't actually realize it isn't nice.  He won't stop like molesting me.  He always fiddles with his thumb around me trying to make me think of something, like so tacky rubs it back and forth and makes a scraping sound somehow.  My parents need to stop.  I do something, they get back rather than realize something is not my fault.  So many people seem to think I'm not a guilty person.  Nothing will be happening and my parents want to fill in time with mean secret messages.  I should stay away.

I can do whatever I want.

My parents have a bad habit or my dad does that if something looks wrong they don't want to help but to punish.  That's gay.

I was e-mailing these friends and one of them's family e-mail, but they were so rude they didn't respond neither at first that time nor later.  Call that stuck up or just messed up?  One of the girls went to Facebook and MySpace and "removed me as a friend."  She thinks she's so English and cool, but she's so not.  She's in the other category.

Guilty?

If you think the word nigger is guilty to use, then I guess I'm guilty, but I was just playing around you know.  So, it wasn't really.  I wouldn't mind if someone did that to me.  Plus, the people seemed to want it.  There is nothing wrong with any word unless a word is meant to be that way.  I didn't come up to someone and call them that you know.  I was treated like a nigger, so I was like fighting for survival and it was only RP.  You'll be surprised how nice I am to the unfortunate.  I would never use that word on someone like that.  When I was hitting my wall, my parents came in at night and were mad, so I said, "Get out of my room, you nigger," to my dad.  My parents think it's cute when I get in trouble and it wastes my life for them thinking of how to punish me.  I had been treated differently first for hitting the wall.  Like, they need a certain amount of time.  I'm not 23, anymore.  I thought the rule was if you wouldn't mind if someone did that to you.  I'm serious they wanted it, as far as that goes.  If I used it on my kids there would be a reason.  I wouldn't molest them with that word nor with not having it.  Fact, everyone uses any word they want.  I am not the one who has used it too much, but most people don't need to use it on a baby.  Better get it over with.  I'm serious that's what happened.  There's nothing wrong.  I didn't go up to anyone nor someone unfortunate.  The terms and conditions were met.  People need to stop crapping up that the English language curse words are bad.  I have this video of a ball thing with tennis on my YouTube and they each use curse words in real life.  I just use it in my blog and if I feel something's important on a message board that allows it.  In real life, I don't even like to say the word stupid anymore.

I don't like it when people from tehe U.K. are rude.

I feel selfish to indulge in being European because I foil myself with other cultures.  I'm trying to change this part of me to not care.  I already don't care, and there could be more reasons.  Pretty much a white person doesn't get in trouble for being white, so why can't I?  People are so rude to me.  It is my love of the material feel of the culture.  I try to be both.  One thing I decided was to want black hair and white skin because that's right in the middle.  Of course I can get a tan.  I'm not that fat.  I don't know of skinny white people.  Their skin is usually pale, but not like flushed.

When people find they don't have anything in common

they realize what they know is from other people, too.

Why not make up something I can do to someone else?

My cousin treats me like an animal.

Her mom also does things, like tries to get across a message even if it wasn't right, used to do this when I was younger, just make up things I did for fun.

I'm excited about calling my grandma now.

No, I didn't masturbate when

I was matured.  I felt like it, in Slidell, but I think I did it very little to like never.  I think it was like once every few years, but you get the picture.  Sometimes I just do it in my sleep, but don't worry not often.  I didn't like it at first.

Why do people compete to be a certain way?

Like, they think shit is romantic.

So, I had actually sent my grandma some notes in the mail..

..and she was wanting me to call when I said I didn't know if I would.  I just am not comfortable.  I'm not supposed to have to talk to anyone just for no reason.  There is a reason to talk to her.  I just don't have much happening, and she's not a romantic person as far as conversation goes.  So, I listen to what she did, which is fun.  But, we don't talk about philosophical things.

I'm not a submissive person myself.

I just don't want to be responsible to talk to people.  Sometimes all people do is get mad.

I hate when people are connected to their childhood.

They act like a grown-up, but they really are a baby.

Like, I noticed Celine Dion singing sounds like the baby in the family.  I noticed flower kids copy accents created by older people.  Flower kids meaning flower children, the flowery time, the 60s and 70s.

Yea I was thinking friends.

I don't mean anyone in particular because I can't.  I'd get in trouble.  I'm upset because it's getting annoying.

My Extended Family Is Threatening

They treat me like I'm stupid.  You may think I don't actually have beef with the bulk of my family, but we'll just say the closer the hotter.

Hard of Hearing

My left ear rings all the time and feels a little plugged.  My right one feels cushioned.  I made myself go to my cousin's wedding and paid a lot of money for it.  I have to wait a month for a little money.  This lady whistled loudly in my ear.  Her mom was there because she was a neighbor.  I don't know why the hairdresser attends the wedding of a 19-year-old.  I went to MGM, and this lady kept talking loudly on the right for the Indiana Jones show, which has some stunts and had some loud music.  I should have covered my ear.

For once I didn't even exercise today.

I was tired and was gonna go to the gym with my dad.  I did stay up late.

I like my extended family but I want to say something.

They treat me like a baby, any member.  They think they can make me more disciplined, but that's my stereotype and not theirs.  I grew up mostly told by sane people I was very perfect.  I can't believe some of the things people want to do with me.  I'm supposed to call my Grandma again in a day or so.  Our connection was cut when I said I was wondering when to call.  I don't like that my family thinks it's funny to call at 4 when I have the rest of my day to enjoy.  Like I said on IMDb, people just don't know what I need.  They just see everyone else working and forget I was recommended to take time off from school at 16 and 20.

I must be the hottest Asian out there.

Because I'm Chinese but with an Indian nose.

We're going to Disney today|tomorrow afternoon.

Probably Animal Kingdom, maybe MGM.

Kinda thankful.

Fuck the piano.  I had a baby one and said I wanted to be a singer when we had to pick something when I was 7.  Michael Jackson actually inspired me singing "Free Willy."  Before that my first grade class studied whales, so it came out then.  We were on TV for it, but it's in Katrina.

How would I get into theater or musical theater without flexibility?  I couldn't be just a dancer.  Britney Spears didn't do ballet.  I did gymnastics from 1-9.

"Walkin' on the Sun" is so funny.

I hate being indian.

People really are racist.  How can I separate living from being a crazy animal?  Like, things like brown hair, how do I know if that's really physical as a European?  I guess the Chinese-Indonesian isn't irritating.

lol..

"Everybody's ... lookin' fo' somethin.'"

No, it's nothing like "Sweet Dreams."

http://www.amazon.com/Sweet-Dreams-Are-Made-This/dp/B001O3Y9YU/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302849442&sr=1-1

Songs Like "Dreams"

http://www.amazon.com/Dreams/dp/B000WOXPZ6/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1302760126&sr=1-2-spell

To me it sounds much less than the culture I grew up with at the time was.  You might think it's pretty remodeled, but to me it's the opposite statement.  :|

Songs Like "Dreams"

Songs Like "Dreams"

I'm starting to feel better.

My head is losening up some.

That was funny.

We only saw Annie once, but they had casts with 2 different main characters.  I don't know why or if I'm stupid, but we didn't see the one someone I knew was in.  I think the other girl was from somewhere else.  They seem to have a lot of the arts in other areas of the area.

They used to say about theater

that you either come to terms with it or not.  But, people have fallen for the idea that everyone would have.  But, they haven't.

Wars Fought Over Race

can't really be a good thing because people die.  The Jewish seem very European.  Blame white people for acting like they're not.  Don't blame the Chinese or some shit.

Only some traits|people

are shared between Chinese and white.

Another Thing That Upset Me

My piano teacher from when we lived in the nation's oldest city in northeast Florida said I should get into organ and never stop playing piano.  My mom called a lady I met later, but she never answered back.  So, for that amount of time waiting to meet her, I took that long to decide to not make it my life.  I'm very regretful because I wanted to be a singer since I was 7.  Instead, I also did piano and organ.

I liked the girl I was talking about, though.

I just feel like she saw me and followed me and made the auditions seem harder.

Someone from our junior hi died of drugs.

He went to the Catholic school in town.  I remember now I didn't know where I was going.  So, I guess that's another supporting reason I didn't actually get on dance team.  People transferred from the Catholic school.  My mom did ask if I wanted to go to an all girls school maybe New Orleans too.

My two best friends from before hung out and went to college together with another friend I was friends with.  They lived in Florida in the nation's oldest continuing city by Jacksonville.  They went to FSU.  I wish I applied to LSU, but don't get me wrong it was worth it to go to Loyola.  People went to UNO and I applied there.  My mom and I didn't have me apply to LSU.

I know she went to New Orleans Center for Creative Arts | Riverfront.

I got in most trouble it seemed for not chosing between ballet and gymnastics.  I did art at home for fun and had fun dabbling in music and being in choir my whole life.

I found I was happiest at a high school near our house.  I left as a junior to get harder academics since all the gifted classes were ending.  Don't get me wrong, I almost died twice and was made fun of selling candy (in which one person found ants) for Christian Club.  Someone almost hit my temple but was too tall, and there were fireworks as I walked away or nearby.

The Group

I saw them do Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat.  The girl I was talking about in my last post was one of the 4 narrators, who sing and move, do a synchronized movement pattern I remember, like tilting their head from side to side.  So after that, I went to be with them.  I stopped because I was tired.  I almost got in a church musical here.  They changed the schedule and I wanted to go to ballet.  I don't do that now anymore.

"The Wizard of Oz"

There was a tall girl a year younger when I went to another parish's youth group rather far away, not sure if it was Catholic.  This girl seemed shorter and slimmed even more and got the part for Dorothy.  I was wondering if she was following me because it was such a coincidence.  I quit that group.  There was this girl with white blonde bleached highlighted hair who I got with who put her arm in mine just like Dorothy.  She was slightly older, same grade I think, just a little older compared to me I think.  She also got a part for Meet Me in Saint Louis the year after.  There are 2 musicals a year + YATs.  Judy Garland also played the same character in Meet Me in Saint Louis.  Of course, Judy Garland was Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz.  Anyway, I remember it was the same name and grade of the person who got the roles.  They had a good director for The Wizard of Oz.  They should get more room, like cut out the trees and create a 2nd theater and have musicals all year.

I'm bored of my music.

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Is_a_dog-human_hybrid_real

Ah!

Here's a tickler.

1983, hey?  http://www.amazon.com/Theme-From-Terms-of-Endearment/dp/B001BHWKAO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302762470&sr=1-1

[The Feeling of] Just Waking Up

http://www.amazon.com/Christ-Born-Child-Earth-French/dp/B000TEII3S/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302761835&sr=1-1

Other Songs

There are other songs that pop up other than what I know now.

"Iris"

http://www.amazon.com/Iris/dp/B00122IZXO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302760818&sr=1-1

It sounds like he's trying to copy the accents of those famous girls from 1997|8.  I always thought I was meant to be like those people.

You can tell "Sweet Dreams"

is a different kind of musical capability.

http://www.amazon.com/Sweet-Dreams-Are-Made-This/dp/B001O3Y9YU/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302760400&sr=1-1

Why would someone indulge racism?

Give someone else a chance in the bathroom!

How can you fake this?

http://www.amazon.com/Dreams/dp/B000WOXPZ6/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1302760126&sr=1-2-spell

You can't fake being able to sing this.

Now I'm listening to "Sweet Dreams."

November

I don't want my period.  I haven't had it since Thanksgiving.  My doctor, who is Chinese-Indonesian, tried to get my mom to take me birth control pills because I might get raped.  Not sure why except I know I have a purple flap in my vagina, the two flaps that stick out in the cheeks.  I don't know if I have mine shaped more like an African.  My vagina got pretty numb.  I used to feel a lot of pressure.  Anyway, the birth control pills I mentioned because it's supposed to regulate the period and keep from getting pregnant, not sure how.

Celtic Woman

They did "Sail Away."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_H4TlDxXxVk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGpTkv713vQ

We can sa il we can sa il.

SAIL AWAY SAIL AWAY SAIL AWAY

What I noticed was the background.  Now, it's one big clump of sound.

I have this teacher

from Loyola in voice: http://www.artistshousemusic.org/videos/an+interview+with+ellen+frohnmayer+assistant+professor+of+voice+at+loyola+university+new+orleans

Her doing a voice lesson with someone I saw working at the bookstore: http://www.artistshousemusic.org/videos/vocal+lesson+by+ellen+frohnmayer+pt2

Okay, Enya.

I just got "The Memory of Trees" and "Orinoco Flow" ("Sail Away.")

"The Memory of Trees" makes me think of death.  I used to listen to these CDs growing up, like when I was 9+.  Everyone in Florida knows "Orinoco Flow."

Unimpressed

I've met people from "the city."  What's the big deal about Fort Lauderdale?

Time for Some Spanish Music Again!

Why didn't I get "Livin' la Vida Loca?"

Now, I am listening to

Celine Dion sing "It's All Coming Back to Me."

Here is another song I have I know.

http://www.amazon.com/Show-Me-Heaven-LP-Version/dp/B001O7YFYA/ref=sr_1_10?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302754230&sr=1-10

Supposedly..

Miami has a lot of blacks and Latinos.  The Latino is the one that is overly recognized.

I also had "Macarena" which I love.

"Uninvited"

This song ceased to exist.  It's just a point of great discomfort for people who aren't into being famous and stuff so much.

"Paper Planes"

This girl is from the bottom of India and is like 10 or so years older.

http://www.amazon.com/Paper-Planes/dp/B000VAHEO4/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302753455&sr=1-1

This was inserted in "Slumdog Millionaire" but fairly recent.

Not Much German Culture

other than my aunt's husband and family until I moved to Louisiana my later years there.

Have to buy Orla's stuff.

I don't think the "My Land" was on TV, so it would be illegal on YouTube.  I even got a separate channel for singing in case they delete my whole account because I don't want to lose all the footage of me talking.  I don't save the videos but can download my favorites after awhile.

Just woke up and

called my grandma, who wasn't there, and ate supper with my mom.  I'm going to jog now.  Seeya!

I haven't had my period

since November.  That's about 5 months.

I recorded myself singing "Uninvited"

but forgot to put on my bra.  It was killing me.

I just found out Enya is Irish.

I said I read she was English.  Not the first time this kind of thing has happened to me.

Now, I'm listening to "Iris."

I make it sound more like the other one when I sing it.

http://www.amazon.com/Iris/dp/B00122IZXO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302693438&sr=1-1

So I'm listening

to music from 1997|8 and don't quite see how Louisiana is in the know-how.  I grew up with this music before living there.  I got the big ones, like "Uninvited."  I wonder if anyone in Louisiana can tell what's even going on.  Sadly, I think only I can do this.

I only had $27.

I ordered it.

It's too sad to watch Orla Fallon.

It's so nostalgic her days with the group called Celtic Woman.  She's not the only one who left.  Why doesn't she do Irish pop?

The Songs

This is not very familiar to me.  I'm not watching it online more, neither.  I do like oldies, but it's just my money keeps running away.  I'm supposed to get more from modeling, but I haven't.

I found a link to Orla's stuff.

I should buy it, but I'm too lazy.  I do have money.  I could buy it anyway.  I will if I wanna see it much more.  Anyway, at least you get to see a good amount.  http://www.youtube.com/user/zpfxlrdnajs#p/c/269AF51595B1F1EA/6/76Ei1pd4ogk

I don't know if this was on TV, but I don't think so.  YouTube doesn't like things downloaded from TV.  I was looking for the Christmas special I missed.  I forget.  I don't have my own TV, and I'm sick.

I am wondering who did this YouTube channel, like if it was Orla.  I really wanna buy it.  I was wondering if they were still on sale.

I'm watching Celtic Woman.

You can't plan on anyone

being perfect for their hair color.  You have to depend on someone and something.

Nostalgic About Spanish Influences

I got the song "La Bamba" and now that I'm older and have it to myself as a single, I think of taking Spanish class in my 2nd year of high school.  I actually had Spanish in 3rd and 6th grade, so I had 4 years at 3 different schools.  I know more about the culture.  I signed up for French and was gonna be Secretary.  I should have thought to stay in the French club.

Possessive People

When did people start getting that way, you ask?  When Johnny Depp finally became famous.  They are acting like they are better than people who worked hard to attain a goal or strike a certain level of skill in acting for family movies.

Blackheads

I wonder why I still was able to lead my life to an extent.  They are not really blackheads.  It's dried grease.  Now, I'm confusing mole marks for grease.  I guess it's something you take care of every now and then, and when you get in high school and area allowed to wear makeup that's how you can cover.  That's what I do now.

http://xchristinaxbarrettxx.blogspot.com

This is cool. Good read.

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Is_a_dog-human_hybrid_real

I realized why Tim Burton likes Helena Bonham Carter.

I thought as an extra reason because she was Jewish, but also she had multiple European heritage.  That's why their relationship is like it is.

I am getting thinner

but my muscle is keeping my weight at 154-5 lbs.

We're getting Dominos.

My dad doesn't want to go to the gym because we're busy to do music.

I'm doing music with my dad tonight.

So, I'm not sure if I'll be taking walks at night for awhile.  We're going to the gym every night, maybe a break and a walk on Sundays.

I'm going for a jog.

Gym with Dad tonight and maybe a night walk.

Well, washing old dishes.

I woke up to use the bathroom.

Towels and now dishes.

These are some nice photos

of Olivia Newton-John and her husband around 10 years younger.  http://www.onlyolivia.com/news/11/110312-Chamber/index.html

She's looking so good!

When I Was in the

Flickr is working again.

Going to the Gym

and some stores with my dad.

The Gym

My dad goes to the gym when I do.  We're going tonight and hopefully every day, at least every day of the week other than when he has a guitar meeting at the library.

Photobucket and Flickr

Both are unreliable.

My dad didn't realize

I'm usually best behaved.  If my parents do something "wrong" nothing happens to them.  Can't say I did anything "wrong."

I just renewed

my highest level membership for $25 at Star Search Casting and asked to get my first account back by tracking my IP address.  Instead, I have a 3 at the end of my account and 5 at the end of the address itself for some reason.

Why are people from

the New Orleans area different from people from the city itself?

My dad said he couldn't afford it.  We had a new house in the suburb that had never been used.  We lived a block away from the elementary|junior hi and across the road from my high school which I liked a lot.  However, what I miss is people from New Orleans.  I'm from east coast Florida, so I'm from a highly populated|popular area, as well.

I just e-mailed a 2nd casting agency.

I didn't hear back from the 1st.  If they don't answer the main e-mail, there are two other people to contact.

Julia Winter

She is the English girl in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I guess she is Swedish ethnically.  Maybe, that's how she stood out.  The U.S. has a lot of people with north European blood.  AnnaSophia Robb, the other girl in it, has Swedish and I presume Scottish from her last name.

I usually end up stopping it

after Veruca Salt.

Johnny Depp and "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory"

It becomes obvious in parts that he is lucky to be born as a baby boomer or flower child.  Little kids think it's something about being old or a parent.  Actually it is intelligence.

"Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" (2005)

I can admit I don't like it much, but I think it was supposed to be special.  I don't exactly feel like finishing it.  It was just too short-lived.  Everyone who's anyone hates it.

Johnny Depp

He seems to be very aware of how he looks.  He choses to change.  I wonder how he crammed in Willy Wonka.

I had posted|thought before

that Celine Dion seems to think of her family singing and sings the way she would with them.  The thing is that's like a choir situation.  I think she had solos after she got out as opposed to growing up singing things alone ever.  The thing that I didn't want to admit was, not knowing Johnny Depp's family, but Johnny Depp seems to get something from his parents or where he lived mostly that makes it so that it sounds perfect like Celine Dion, but something is different.  It's like he's used to having other people have all the fun for him so-to-speak, hoping that's complimentary.  Like, he acts one way, and people fill in around him so that he shuts up.  D:  I have that problem.  I know it's because we are Native American indian.  He seems to have like a quarter of it, but I have probably less than one eighth.  I met two people who had Native American indian here.  They had light hair, so I was confused.

Helena Bonham Carter - Nomination

http://www.youtube.com/XChristinaBarrettXxX#p/u/7/Cg2rxc-WQ8w

"Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" (2005)

I notice you have to be more specific if you want to preserve an idea rather than have it simply suggestive.

Nostalgic

There is a deep sense of nostalgia about "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" that kids feel.

Watching "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" (2005)

Spoiler: I forgot the fling bar didn't work.

Olivia Newton-John

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oW_aowS9TSA

She is pretty attractive.

I'm making Velveeta mac & cheese.

There was a special sale when I got them.

I'm just with my mom now.

I tried to help her open pictures from her Blackberry.

Out

I was doing music with my dad.  Back when he's done.

Just woke up again.

I'm going to see The Adjustment Bureau, have pizza, and go to the mall and shop for shoes.  I have a Payless Shoes coupon.

Sprry I fell asleep.

I'm going back to bed then at 12 leaving for eating out, shopping for shoes, and a movie that's 1 hour 45 mintues.

I just need to rest.

Then I plan to do the pictures and videos.  I had 2 cans of Chef Boyardee.  BURP!

Totally different program coming along here.

http://community.babycenter.com/post/a5604085/post_some_more_photos

The next thing after European to be white is Chinese, even before Jewish.  Then comes Jewish.  Then comes everything else.

I'm waiting for my food to cool

and after I eat it, Chef Boyardee raviolis, I plan to jump in the bathroom and put on makeup and upload some pics of me and talking for the night.  I may even sing I think.  Yea.

I didn't come to bring my brother back to school.

I wanted to stay home and jog.  I didn't jog in the morning, though usually I like both.

Okay, I'm back.

I'm gonna eat some Oreos with milk and cook a cheeseburger and a hot dog probably.  I wanna put on makeup and take pictures, too.

Gatorade and Shower|Bath

Ah!

Going for Another Jog

1 1|4 hours

Johnny Depp

is listed as rumored to co-star in a movie the co-star from Dark Shadows is also co-staring in.  She's the 14-year-old girl, born in 1997.  Johnny Depp is producing Dark Shadows.  Christopher Lee is in it, as well.  Tim Burton isn't doing it, though.  I was hoping she would work again with Tim, but at least it's Martin Scorsese.  I think I would like to work with young directors that you fall in love with.  It's 2011.

Chloe Moretz

I had some pix of her saved on my computer, and then I found her in Dark Shadows.  I've never had a coincidence like that before.

I've been eying the team of Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, and Danny Elfman for a long time, so I was disappointed this time I didn't hear of the auditions or how you get to be in a movie like this.  For instance, it's not for first time tries?  For Alice in Wonderland they had auditions I think in Plymouth, England.  They got extras then, but I didn't see those same people or kinds of people all in it but maybe you know.

Anyway, I'm glad someone entertaining got the role so I can enjoy what I see a little.  I feel too antsy to really watch this that much.  I'm not that comfortable anymore with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  I can take Helena Bonham Carter.  I feel that as a fan online though I've been mistreated.  Like the last mistake is what lingers that people notice in how we talk.

She just looks so alive, like this is her chance.

Just like me the way I was when I was still in school.

There's a plan for what people think about kids.

I can relate to her as a parent.  She fits under me.  I wonder what's next.  She should brush her hair more to smooth out the frizz.  I had frizzy hair.  Now it's short but starting to curl some.

Nolstalgic she is 14.

I liked being 14 as my favorite time, but now is also my favorite time or the future will be.

Another Nice Picture & Race

http://www.imdb.com/media/rm480688640/nm1631269

So, Chloe is French probably.  She lives in the U.S. with the influence of other cultures, like German|Dutch.  Johnny Depp's kids actually also have German but are influenced by France, which seems to be like England in many ways.  It's hard to understand why Depp does movies as an indian, like Spanish stuff.  He doesn't seem to like dark things for race.

Chloe Moretz's Wiki Pic

http://i1094.photobucket.com/albums/i456/2011-04-06-1/Chlo_Moretz_at_WonderCon_2010_1.jpg

Why doesn't she look as good in this?

Chloe Moretz

She looks like a second cousin I have except Chloe has blue eyes.

http://i1094.photobucket.com/albums/i456/2011-04-06-1/young-chloe-moretz_402x593.jpg

The Nazi war is never-ending.

So I was looking at Eva Green

and she's from France.  Johnny Depp has German and the Cherokee is mixed in as well as Irish.  So, since he's so German-looking, he's not afraid to spread his roots in Paris.  I think France is a dangerous place, especially for aristocrats.  I would go to Germany, but I know that's where these two singing teachers were.  If I could pick anywhere to go, it would be Sweden.

Funny how this makes you think of Germany.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20110408/lf_nm_life/us_britain_warplane

Talk about not keeping a low profile.

Olivia Newton-John

I was following her online, and apparently she lives where I lived when I was 7 & 8.

Time to go to the store.

Well, my mom's not here.

I'm ready to go to the store..wait makeup.

I just set an e-mail

for a casting agency.  I was asking about the price and what to do for the headshots and bodyshots.  Like, I think I might get a more expensive dress next time.  This month left I have to get is shoes.  It's for if I get the modeling jobs for one of them, a total of $7300 pay, though supposedly I did get the job already.  I could get a new computer and laptop and shopping spree.

I'm going to the store a little later.

My mom might take me to the store.

Sorry I was asleep.

I'm going back to bed.

I want to take more pictures

and get a video of me up tonight.  I was lying on my sofa.

I'm hot.

My blood is boiling.

I was eating my dad's portion of food.

He wanted peanut butter on bread.

He said it was from a Chinese place.  I know we just had chicken.

I'm soo tired!

I'm going for another jog.

I have to get changed and go.  Will be back in about 1 1|4 hours.

I don't think I could honestly live

without a boy like the one in the background at the beginning of this.  You can turn it to mute.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9iz3KVT0Y0

Johnny Depp seems to be open to meeting interesting people, definitely.  He is probably lots of fun with his young girl fans who think he's so hot.  It makes me wonder people who aren't like me and don't want a boy like that.  I'm sure there's people like that out there, maybe from different cultures.  Even though I'm half Chinese-Indonesian and a little Native American, I have a little English and think that I look like that boy except more like everyone else as opposed to standing out in that way.  It just makes me uncomfortable.  What do people do with different kinds of husbands?  I realize they're great like the women.  Funny women depend on men in a certain way.

I feel uncomfortable because I used to like Johnny Depp as a person.  I don't think he's boring.  But, I don't wanna use him.  Same with Tim Burton.  He has a cute daughter with Helena Bonham Carter.  She was born when I became a fan around.  I think she was conceived when I started posting online.  Like at the same time.  But I dunno, maybe I'm too afraid to get into that and check my thinking.  About their son, he looks different in different pictures.  In some he has brown hair and others he has gray hair like I have.  I thought he was the cutest boy.  I wonder if he will turn out like the older boys I like.  It reminds me when we went up to my grandma's when I was 6 for Christmas, some girls working at McDonald's said I was cute or the cutest girl they met, though I don't think I could look cute at that time, not sure why, though I know my hair was cut to a bob with the bangs still but bangs a bit longer.  So, anyway, I really like Johnny as Willy Wonka.  He and Tim have made themselves so unavailable I just can't find myself happy with them alone anymore.  I mean unavailable in that they already have families and don't really spend much time about their fans.  I found myself retreating from life and just talking to my parents and people online to a degree.  They used to seem more open.

The reason I don't look like that boy is because I have blackheads, too.  I cover up with makeup and hope it goes away.  Sometimes I use pore strips.  I didn't look like him before because I used to believe in other ways of looking and because I was uncomfortable with my race and relating to others when it's not polite to talk about it, even if someone brings it up.

It's a matter of what's right and wrong.  Johnny Depp does in fact have a family and therefore is unavailable.  He should spend more time with them.  I think I'm a fun person to be around sometimes.  Who knows.  Maybe I'll see him one day.  That would be fun for me.  Johnny Depp does seem less open than Tim Burton, too.  I haven't seen much of Tim Burton online recently, neither.  I liked Tim from the very beginning but am beginning to feel different.  I think Helena Bonham Carter is very lucky.  That might not be a nice way to put it.  I think it's special I mean.  They go together so well.  I mean look at their daughter.  She takes good care of her son, too.  They always hold hands when they're outside.

If I didn't meet a boy like that nor like a Norwegian boy who's kinda cute, I don't think I'd ever think to get married.  I find that in some ways I'm very white and would fit in in Norway, mixed though.  I'm not worried and would be more interested in do we live where it's that cold.  I think it's not as cold as people think, though.

So, I still like Johnny Depp, but it's like he's waiting to drop the other shoe.  I like him as an actor and follow him around.  I like Tim Burton immensely and he reminds me of my past life.  I like art like him, too.  Tim Burton is very interesting to me if you were interested in my first 12 years of life.  I lived in east coast Florida then.  Being from Florida is what makes me interested in Johnny, as well, and plus someone who actually gets it like.  I'm not sure what they'd be like otherwise, but I guess they're the kind of people to live where they're from.  It's just addictive, Floridian or Californian heritage.  It's like being black.  I know what I like.  It's like why.  The area just feels cool to live in where there's no beach.  Where there's no beach, there are probably more flowers.

Okay, time to get ready for some carrot cake.  Num.

Stay Home

I think I will stay home until I can get a role in a movie.  I could pay an agency.  My modeling jobs total to $7300.  If I still will get them I bet that's enough money for an agency.

A Grand Day

I did some stuff on the computer and now to go out for a jog.  My 1st jog of the day.

Pictures and Video

I just took some pictures and 2 videos of me and am posting them.  I have to wait for a couple hours for YouTube to load the videos of course.

I could major in singing.

The courses are available at the campus, but I don't quite feel like it.  The musical theater courses aren't all offered at the nearby campus, anyway.  I'm not sure why they claim music is.

I told my mom

that I want to major in musical theater.  I like regular theater, but musicals as movies are so much fun.

I told my mom

that I want to major in musical theater.  I like regular theater, but musicals as movies are so much fun.

Not a Big Deal

I was probably around size 5 a little more when I was my normal weight.

I put the wrong dress size

on Star Search Casting.  I thought I was a 7, but I'm a 16.  I know in pants I wear 11-13 and shirts I can fit in an XL.

http://christinabarrett43.blogspot.com/

I'm going for a jog for an hour.

It's still light out.

Dentist cancelled.

I don't know..

..something happened to the schedule.  They changed things.

Makeup

I wanted to get some pix of me in a wig, but it turns out my appointment is for now.  I'll be back 4 I think but maybe a little later.  I am seeing a therapist and the dentist.

I'm going back to bed.

At least I think I am.

Today I see a therapist and the dentist

in the afternoon, I think leaving at 4 or it starts at 4.

Okay, I'm on a diet.

I'm just eating as little as possible of healthy things.  I jog twice a day.  I just want to get there faster.  My weight hasn't moved.  I gained like 50 pounds.  So we'll see if it works out.  I feel less tired already and more like doing something else.  But what?

Ah maybe not.  Just jog twice a day.

I'm going for my 1st jog of the day.

I added more pictures to my Nell Burton album.

photobucket.com/NellBurton

I should go for my day jog.

I also like to do a night jog.

So, the yeti ride and the festival of the Lion King or whatever

-spoilers- were really creepy.  I'm gonna post some spoilers.  The Lion King ride was freaky with animals coming in from four sides of the room.  They were robots|puppets on big floats.  There was the lion king, the warthog, a giraffe, and an elephant.  They just moved around the whole time they were doing the singing and dancing.

They had a thick frame.

Why does Helena Bonham Carter wear glasses now?

I got some buns at the store

so I'm making a hot dog.  I also have hamburger buns and sub rolls.

I've been updating my About Me.

I linked the old biography.  I wrote a lot more before and wonder what to do about it.  I want something interesting.  The one I have now seems to flow better in a way.

Oh no, it's raining.

Tacos

We get the soft tacos, too.  That's all I'll eat.

Asian

Russia is in Asia.  My dad was saying when I was talking to him that he wishes they didn't say white but say Caucasian.  There are different places.  First there's African.  Then there's indigenous indians.  Then there's the Middle East.  Then there's Asia.  Then there's southern European.  Then there's middle European.  Then there's north European.  F.y.i. Johnny Depp is related to the first freed black woman and seems to have significant Cherokee plus the German and the Irish.  I even think I've heard he's English.

I'm back.

I'm gonna take a nice shower.

Jogging

Worried

We were moving to New Orleans, but my dad claims he can't have afforded a house in New Orleans.  He checked out all the areas and found only one Catholic school that was opened.  I remember I thought it was funny when he got home where we used to live, I'd say, "Oh no."  I used to talk to my mom in private that I wanted to eat earlier so I wouldn't be as tired, but we had to wait for my dad.  I started losing sleep.  I did get in trouble with my mom for saying, "Oh no."  Like, Ooh Noh.  It was a thing because I didn't like touching with my parents, though it had become uptight.  I guess it wasn't so funny really.

I remember that my brother used to lie on the floor a lot.  My mom eventually networked teaching exercise from my piano teacher's suggestion to start teaching her and her sisters tai chi.  My mom wanted to stay in Slidell for my brother to grow up, but Hurricane Katrina came.  Anyway, my brother weighs how much I did at 5' and he's taller than my dad around 5'8.  It was hard in school being around people of different heights because they don't believe in appreciating differences.

Something I Posted About Tim Burton

People feel submissive to him.  I think a key difference between another fan and I would be that.  I am appreciative though not submissive.  What is that feeling, anyway?  What I might feel most submissive to is his directing, like of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) the most.  I just think that's overly cool and am not afraid to say I noticed.

http://christinabarrett42.blogspot.com

http://christinabarrett42.blogspot.com

I got this wig for modeling.

I got two modeling jobs for a total of $7300 pay.  I got this wig that I'm gonna cut to be a few inches below my shoulder: http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00410F8UC

Helena Bonham Carter - "My Fair Lady"

Helena Bonham Carter should be Eliza Doolittle.  She looks perfect, and her speaking is superb.  I'm sure it would be important she gets the role because she'd do so well if she is in it.

Something I Said About Tim Burton Awhile Ago

People act like The Nightmare Before Christmas is their thing and act so submissive to him.

going to the store

Pretty Girl in "Dark Shadows"

http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://static.reelmovienews.com/images/gallery/young-chloe-moretz_402x593.jpg&imgrefurl=http://pul.se/search/Will%2520Burton&usg=__6DuPORhwLW3qbtoEXXXlRtnl7ZY=&h=593&w=402&sz=46&hl=en&start=345&zoom=1&tbnid=vcOFkfTUskF_xM:&tbnh=150&tbnw=139&ei=fraYTbnuKYaltweIyZGJDA&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dnell%2Bburton%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dflock%26sa%3DN%26channel%3Dfds%26biw%3D1660%26bih%3D826%26tbs%3Disch:11%2C6726&chk=sbg&um=1&itbs=1&iact=rc&dur=124&oei=c7aYTaCmJJGXtweSstnuCw&page=10&ndsp=38&ved=1t:429,r:33,s:345&tx=81&ty=103&biw=1660&bih=826

Music My Mom Likes

She has this Chinese music in the car, but what she uses to teach tai chi she likes, the random bells with a subtle background.

My legs are soo itchy!

I took another shower today.  I'm gonna start doing this more often again.

I mean I just shaved.  :p  I'm all wet and cold, even with short hair.

Well, we're going to Publix to pick up my medicine.  Then Dominos.  Then the mall.  Then to get my dad's special music computer.  Someone built it for him.  He does guitar and is a singer-songwriter.

The itching is still there but went down.  The private area can get itchy too.  I shave there now.  It's nice because then my bathroom isn't a forest of pubic hair.

I have on some dark blue sweatpants from Gap.  I have on a blue striped shirt from Pacific Sunwear.

I'm gonna return that outfit and get jeans for modeling.  I have to have them hemmed.  After jeans, I will use money to get shoes.  For modeling I need my own jeans and shoes.  I also need to work out, probably tomorrow I hope.

I feel all itchy.  I had mint and chocolate (sale 2 for $5) Oreos and milk for breakfast.

Going to the Movies

seeing Hop and might buy clothes when we walk around the mall.

I did more pictures in

my Nell Burton album, http://www.photobucket.com/NellBurton

Lucky I did this when I did.  I don't see how Photobucket lets you chose an address anymore.  It comes with numbers and extra letters, not just photobucket.com/"name."

Variances apply within the same race.

I'm only 1|4 Irish

but 1|4 Dutch, Scottish, French, German, English, and Native American indian.

I feel sorry for my grandma.  Not only was her last name Barber, but she had Native American indian and no German.

If I'm 1|2 Chinese

not looking for any particular type since they migrate around so much supposedly ... does that make me like a cross between totally different looking dogs?  What makes dogs different is their sizes.

Olivia Newton-John's Daughter

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENjbUoh6ddg
2:17

Her daughter sings very nicely! She should be Dorothy in a new version of The Wizard of Oz. Tim Burton could do it. That's what I've been saying.

Meg Ryan

January 2006 she adopted a Chinese girl. Her son, born 1992, is cute, as well.

Asian versus African

Africans sometimes connect to white more than to Asian.

Skin

There was this nice African American lady next to me at the store when I was getting chicken.  I looked at this picture up at http://disneyworld.disney.go.com/.  I was thinking it's nice when African Americans look healthy with skin more in the middle of black and tan.  My skin is in the middle of white and tan.  It feels like the same thing.

We're going to MGM at Disney World today.

My mom and I are going.  My dad isn't taking a day off.  He never does when we go.  I wonder when he will use his vacation days.  He takes me to the doctor, which now is about once every 2-3 months.  I get my blood tests with him, too, for my cholesterol and vitamin D.

I just take whatever comes out of the toy machine.

I love my family.

Did you ever know when you think something is about you it isn't, and vice versa?

The boys working at the grocery store

were nice to me.  I usually am with my parents.

Disturbed

I get disturbed by how much people know about me on Facebook, so I withdrew from it.  It's there if anyone wants to do proper communication.

I hate people sending messages indirectly, like why did you type this compared to maybe what they know about people including you.  People make it a special duty to pick on me because they think I must be bad.  But, at the grocery store, people were pretty nice to me.  I needed money to get something my mom wanted, and the cashier was frustrated.  She didn't say hi, and when the bagger boy did she looked funny at him.  She didn't get mad at my mom when she was there.

The computer turned off

right after I said that.

It's raining, again.

Theater

I wanted to but never watch any plays here in Orlando.  I saw one at Loyola at a small theater, a Shakespeare play, as opposed to the cheery musical I saw with my mom at my college up north for Katrina.

Star Search Casting

I still didn't get the money in the mail, $500 from each one early.  It's been a few weeks for the first one.

I saw ads that people who don't look especially different but maybe had blonde hair got multiple offers starting out.  Never heard of one someone did as the story yet.  I just added more to my resume.

Resent Music

I resent it now.  That's why I don't do it.  It was a big part of my life, like Charlotte Church.

Resent Music

I resent it now.  That's why I don't do it.  It was a big part of my life, like Charlotte Church.

Dance? Is a lot of unnecessary work.

I also don't think you need to be in theater.  It seems like something to pass time in grade school.  D:

I started working out, and now things are going well.  I always wanted to do softball.  But, I guess I did end up torturing myself running.

What I kind of stand for is doing what you need to do.  Like, I was glad to take art my first two years of high school.

If you wanna be famous or just live life for fun, I would think you wouldn't do much.  I could stand for just being in the drama club and not doing any outside activities.

2 Modeling Jobs

I got 2 modeling jobs for a total of $7300.

2 Modeling Jobs

I got 2 modeling jobs for a total of $7300.

The Gatorade is making me feel better.

I have more energy.  Also, I have sweets for when I wake up and feel low on sugar.  My family doesn't drink coffee nor alcohol, but I know my dad's mom and 2 sisters drink coffee every morning.  Only the older of the sisters drink alcohol.  The other only drinks a little.

I just realized why they have ''Finding Nemo.''

A lady human passes through the eggs without them ever being concept-ed.

I just realized why they have ''Finding Nemo.''

A lady human passes through the eggs without them ever being concept-ed.

It's raining, it's pouring.

It just started to rain again.  I lost power for over an hour.

It's raining, it's pouring.

It just started to rain again.  I lost power for over an hour.

It's raining, it's pouring.

It just started to rain again.  I lost power for over an hour.

It's raining, it's pouring.

It just started to rain again.  I lost power for over an hour.

It's raining, it's pouring.

It just started to rain again.  I lost power for over an hour.

It's raining, it's pouring.

It just started to rain again.  I lost power for over an hour.

It's raining, it's pouring.

It just started to rain again.  I lost power for over an hour.

http://christinabarrett39.blogspot.com/

Whose life is so cool

they don't wanna be in movies?  Oh right, we're supposed to accept everyone over not ourselves to be famous when we're very interested.

I seriously wondered about Talented Theater.

Lots of people prefer movie acting to stage acting.  I think everyone does.  So, if you major in it in college, it's still okay for film acting prep, and I don't mean a play being recorded.  I guess it seems the same, but I've never seen very realistic modern drama.

Johnny Depp Himself

He has Irish genes at least.

Another Article About a Jotted Message

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/eu_odd_russia_letter_in_a_bottle

This is an interesting article.

http://finance.yahoo.com/career-work/article/112111/happiest-careers-in-america?mod=career-worklife_balance

Symbolized Writing From 1999 Murder

http://news.yahoo.com/s/yblog_thelookout/20110329/ts_yblog_thelookout/fbi-asks-public-for-help-breaking-encrypted-notes-tied-to-1999-murder

Anne Frank's Little Sister

http://www.holocaustresearchproject.org/nazioccupation/images/The%20frank%20family.jpg

She has white blonde hair.

Nell Burton - Pre-School?

I looked my best at the end of my first year in Pre-K.  I was the youngest.  Everyone was a year older.  I don't know why.  I was 3-4 years old.  Also, I had been in gymnastics since age 1 3|4.  I started ballet in kindergarten, and it wasn't fun then.  It's not fun now, neither.  I do sing.  I want to be an actress.  I am considering majoring in voice or theater.  If I get famous before so be it.

At Least

My mom and I got my grades 2nd semester and after medically withdrawn.  They marked me down 2nd semester.  I really had some health problems or problems with the school environment construction workers after the 1st year, following Hurricane Katrina.

Singing

I didn't pass the singing audition nor piano at first.  I made it when I played piano songs I was more familiar with easily and made organ since there was someone to try out with, the teacher set up.  I should have auditioned for singing again.

So, 2nd semester 1st year they said this nice voice teacher said I was too shy for singing.  It was part of my major for music education then.  They said I couldn't major in music education, neither.  They also said not to major in piano, which I didn't want to do anyway.

Experience

Experience has taught me that I want to be a vocal performance major.  I spent so long of my life doing choir and piano and then started organ.  Now, I'm too old but know I can still stay in a college dorm.  I plan to go to UCF and live at home possibly.  I'm not sure.

They call Gaga "quarter of a century" old.

http://omg.yahoo.com/blogs/now/whats-your-real-name/63?nc

Nell Burton

I wonder if she will get a tutor.  That way she will have more free time and less stress.  She can meet kids thru different activities.

My Photobucket!

The photos disappeared in my recent Photobucket accounts!

White People

They think they are good to take the time to insult other races just because they took time to give them attention.  They'd rather be left alone. I guess I don't like having Asian nor Native American indian because they are opposing races in a way.

Plus

I can accept playing around with the word nigger, but nothing actually happened.  I should be allowed to lead my life.  This time nothing has happened.  Why did he have to go ruin it?  What a prick.

He even says

about meeting Angelina Jolie for the first time there.  He's totally mean.  That's also immature.  He probably thinks there's no consequence.  No one was talking to him about the n word.

Learning

It might be unforgivable that kids follow a ground base of rules like not physically hurting someone but learning about everything else through trial and error.  With adults who haven't grown up it's the same.

Tim's Kids

I'd been talking about Tim's kids so as not to get mad at Johnny's family.  So, maybe he thought of that, though it's not nice because it's hard to not have things come up successfully.

Johnny Depp

He acted with Angelina Jolie and went to Japan.  I wonder if he didn't go to China because I'm half Chinese Indonesian.  That's mean.  It's like calling me a nigger.  Johnny Depp is tacky.  He is from Kentucky and keeps thinking he likes being from Florida, too.

It's not a big deal, but Tim Burton did a video from Japan, too, with green lights about.

He did it because I called Tim Burton's daughter a nigger in fun.  Also, established, was the idea I have left his family alone but took it out on Tim Burton's family, posting about why they get attention from Tim Burton though they are Helena Bonham Carter's kids and not me.  Johnny is always literally insulting me.  He said, "Tim's halfway around the globe," in the Alice in Wonderland bonus features.  Tim said things in the interviews not in the bonus features, just online.  Like, he'd use the word, "mix," or something else in every other interview.

New and Old

I guess if you're always asleep you are awake for work and kids.  It seems that my generation was the shy type that lounged around.

Johnny Depp in Asia

http://www.tv.com/video/10524609/celebrity-interviews--the-insider-celebrity-gps

Not Ready

I wonder why I lost so much the age I moved to Louisiana, as though people thought I wasn't ready.  I don't know because I didn't get to do softball like I wanted.  What else was there to do at 11-12?  We moved and we could ride our bike around more.

Here's the link.

Dec 22
http://www.heavy.com/tv/tv-video/the-hour/2011/02/george-stroumboulopoulos-tonight-tim-burton/

People clapped.

When Tim Burton said, "I don't go on the internet much."

Funny

I said, "Oh no," when my dad came home to look cool.  And, now look what's happened.  Similar to my brother getting a dog.  I don't want one anymore.  It takes away from relationships.  I guess it's okay, but it's hard to get my brother to take care of him.  Now that he's in college, we walk him.  We don't want him to die.

I wish I never got the hamster.  It lived for 1 year after I went to college.  It died when I got back, and my dad buried it.  I wonder if my brother would have been valedictorian.  I shouldn't have gotten it because my mom had him take care of the hamster when I was in college.  I would take it back.  I was hoping my mom would do it since she has extra time, but at least it died after 1 year.

Maybe he likes fans in real life.

He's not come to Orlando.

Tim Burton Not on the Internet

He said, "I don't go on the internet much."  He has fans on the internet.  I wonder who he spends time with.  I wonder if things will always be this way.  It's okay if it's to spend time with his family, but it makes me jealous, just because he's famous.

Advertised Movie Pay

They listed the price for some movie jobs, and it was only in the hundreds, the mid hundreds.  For the $3800 I am going to do 12 poses for handbags.  For the 1st one I have to wear jeans and not sure what else I'm doing.

I feel I'm on my way!

I got accepted to 2 modeling jobs.  The pay is $3500 and $3800.  So, that's $7300.

Also

My dad waits for me for the gym, but he seems to think he's special for being from New Orleans at work.

I like jogging at home I told him.  This weekend my brother is home, so I'll wait maybe even to ask him to go to the grocery.  I sure hope I drive soon.  I am glad I have food stamps.  I don't feel good now.

Not Nice to Me

I don't feel Tim Burton was nice to me.  I felt shot at for looking cute and being smart.  Now I'm not and his daughter is, and he doesn't care.

Tim Burton & the Internet

He said he doesn't go on the internet much according to a video.  That's kind of mean because that's where his fans are.  He probably just is spending time with his family, despite what he's done in the past to others.  He cares more than anything for his family.  It's not fun being a fan.

My mom asked me for high school

if I wanted to go to New Orleans or an all girl school there.  I said I wanted to go where it's boys and girls.  I am happy they chose to send me to a public school, which depends on where you live.

High School Drama

There were some interesting people in drama club my first year.  So, I met that boy in drama.  It was interesting.  I saw some interesting people at the arts school in New Orleans when we watched a drama.

I had a bigger reputation before we moved.  I'm glad we moved this one time because it enabled me to quit gymnastics without having to decide so much.

New Orleans

So, the only benefit of living in Greater New Orleans and not the city is because we had a big house that was just built, and we lived next to my junior hi and high school.  We were only across the lake from the city.  We live in Orlando now, and I know Orlando is pretty big.  Our house is spacey and in a way simple.  So was the one in New Orleans.  Dade County is called Miami, now, as well, and when referred to county called Miami-Dade.  I'm from Fort Lauderdale, and there are names for all the little beaches we lived in.

I wanted to move to the city.  I was happy I went to a public high school.  My first year there there was a boy who transferred when his best friend died, but he was from New Orleans.  I had a good organ teacher when I was 16, and she was also from New Orleans.  My talented arts teachers were from New Orleans.  I don't like how only people in a certain branch of NYC or whatever are worth it.

I remember when I was 10 and my dad got home I'd say, "Oh no," because I didn't feel ready.  Also, we had to wait for him to eat, and it started to affect me, but my mom takes good care of me.  New Orleans is big.  I think it would have been nice.  I wondered why they said we were moving there then that we're not moving to the city.  They thought there would be a lot of kids moving in then, but there weren't.  The only reason I liked the schools was because the jr. high was connected to the church which I still went to in high school, and I met a boy from New Orleans.  After my first year, I started meeting the people from New Orleans.  I went to school on Saint Charles Ave. by Broadway.  Broadway is further a few blocks and hosts the politics school.  I wonder if it's hard to get a job as a teacher there.  I watched an interview of someone who wanted to be a philosophy teacher there.

So, I don't know if there's a reason we didn't move to New Orleans other than that it was better to live nearby.  There are a lot of nice people who live further from the city.  We were literally across the coast at the bridge like.  My dad worked in New Orleans.  In Florida, he had a bigger room to work in.  Here, he had a cubicle and his job advanced.  He got a good job here in Orlando now.

So, my dad used to always say his kids were perfect or whatever to make us feel good.  I often brushed over the idea of what people in the city of New Orleans were like.  I sure hope it isn't because I said, "Oh no," when he got home that we didn't move to the city.  Also, they stopped building the gym.  The school I went to was the only Catholic one open in the whole area.  It was too good of a setup.

It would be funny if I didn't say, "Oh no," when we got home because they used to get mad at me for being snooty and I didn't know where it came from but I got in trouble.  They started to feel sorry for me after awhile.  So, they don't say that about me now, but if something comes up my dad has something to say.

I'm getting this wig.

http://www.voguewigs.com/british-candy-forever-young-wig.html

I'm using it for modeling.

Olivia Newton-John

She did a big 3-part thing like looking at the past.  It seemed hard to get together, but I'm pretty sure I watched it all.  I get rid of accounts so quickly I lose track of them all.  I finally got to recording everything in a notebook tablet.

Sorry

I was sorry I stopped following Olivia Newton-John.  Suddenly, there was less of her online.  I went to the mental hospital and found a little something I liked when I got back.  Another time I was just tired and forgot to look back.  It seems she's back online.  Helena Bonham Carter was online a lot, but since the awards are over I don't see her every day.

Important to Keep up With All the Stars

I think it's important to find people to keep up with.  I go by my name on the internet and hope to meet people in real life to keep up with.

Olivia Newton-John

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wPFYxJPzRc

This was a nice interview.  It's hard for me to know what it was because I was just watching her expressions..  *blush*  Maybe next time..

Clean New House

The only reason it was worth it not to move to New Orleans was the big house that was brand new.

Important

It's important to know what I like best.  I did like Slidell, but I was from Florida, not South Carolina.

New Orleans

I didn't even want to move there, but if we did I wanted to live in the city.  I told my parents.  My dad worked in New Orleans, so it makes me jealous.  I went to school on Saint Charles and Broadway for college.

Would you say this is up to no good?

"Had a great day's rehearsal yesterday with Dan,Amberly and the wonderful Tin Cup Gypsy.Am blown away by the incredible talent of everyone and am looking forward to the shows !"

http://www.facebook.com/Orla.Fallon.Official.Page

You know she was trying to make it look like the word gay again.

I went on Mt. Everest twice!

at Disney

I feel good.

I just cut my toenails and shaved.

I hope

I get to be Dorothy in a next big film and little children play munchkins.  The Jitterbug is a good dance part if they do it.  It's a male and a female.

Tomorrow Disney

Animal Kingdom

Tim was never negative before.

He doesn't realize how strange he is.

Johnny Depp's Daughter

Somehow her pictures have gotten online.  I used to not look but probably was surprised when I started looking.  I think she is cool.  She reminds me of myself in certain ways.  I hope she gets to play with Tim Burton's daughter.

Dance Versus Acting

I chose acting but not theater, I mean movie acting.  Theater is good for when you're young because it's an activity to get yourself out in the open.  Plus, there are lots of neat people in it.  There are Catholic schools in Florida that have drama as an elective.  In Louisiana it was talented theater, music, and art.  Dance team and cheerleading were held both during and after school, like 7th hour.

Pre-School

Some kids only go 1|2 day.  I remember the 2nd half was just fun and I always wanted to stay longer.  It was pretending you were there all day at a cash register, but I don't remember.  I just remember always finding something to do.  My dad would come get me.

Pre-School is stupid.

I hope Nell doesn't go.  She should spend time with her mom and nanny.

Does that prove Tim Burton is not serious?

He doesn't let us do things he lets his daughter do anyway now.  He's such a cool artist, but he's obviously been mean to me.  He will know Helena and his kids, but no one else.  Why is he so famous?  He doesn't like all other people who are into acting.

Jealous

But, he never frowns at Helena spending a lot of time with her and apparently his daughter and son who is older.  Soon, his daughter will be in school, too, if she goes to Pre-K.  She has a good birthday, Dec 15, easy to remember.  2007 when Sweeney Todd came out.

Offended

He said he doesn't go online much.

Used to Like Me

I used to be liked by him.  I was comparing his family to fans.  He might not have liked that, but I was just saying.  I wasn't insulting.  It was hard to edit.

Admittance

We all try to say he's good, but he guesses the insinuation.  Why only to Helena does he say it's above what he does?  I was in school and was always praised as the class artist and scholar.  What beats out of Tim?  He's been quite mean to me online since I called his daughter a nigger.  You know, though, I was just saying in case it was him online I wondered at that point that was talking to me.  Tim seems upset about my race.

Does Tim only approve of Helena's acting?

They have kids.  Tims seems stand-off-ish.  You know how you can relate to anyone with any job?  Well not so, and he's a very attractive artist that lots of people would like and do like.  It's hard to get is approval as a person.  I felt accepted.  But, ever since I in fun defended myself saying nigger daughter, he's seen or knows and I don't feel as accepted.  He even said he doesn't go online much.  Aw.  I tried to post so much on his IMDb board.

Jew is like European Chinese.

It's the same latitude.

It's north China etc. that look white and cheesey.  South Chinese has a little tan like some white people have.

My Photobucket account stopped working.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/60957580@N06/

People enjoy when

they're not both different and precious, but I assume it makes one feel guilty for not having done the right thing.

I accidentally picked up the phone

for 800 service and this girl was talking loudly, so my ear feels a bit sensitive.  The other one is ringing loudly now.

My new favorite thing in the world!

is Nell Burton!

My new favorite thing in the world!

is Nell Burton!

Parents

My dad tell me that the English don't hug, well I bet they're more proper than hands on.  When my mom held me I was always sensitive about my private, so I didn't wrap my legs around them.  I even remember when I was 1 1|2 year old.

People are so insistent on other people.

Living in central Florida sucks.

Something bad happened at the grocery. I was wearing my pajamas, and Orlando is so gay an African American lady was looking at me funny or trying to draw my attention. I was relieved to pass by her, but this tall lady with short hair seemed to rat on me, and this lady waited until my mom and I were done to charge her cart.

It's too much.

I'm not trying to be mean.  I just have had it with Johnny Depp and his cool personality.  Same with Tim Burton.  I thought it was time to learn a new language, but I don't know which one I would.  I might go do some art, now.

Johnny Depp

I picture Johnny Depp as different from Tim Burton in that his eyes are more pronounced from his face.  I got Cry Baby and his teeth always showed.  I just don't like it.  He's from Florida and he has a tan, though it's easy to tell he wasn't born there.  He seems to think this lose look is cool.  I like him, but he seems mean now.  I guess I will just keep up with these people online and try to have a life.  I need to lose more weight.  I feel more like back to normal.  I also need my hair longer!  He thinks his simplicity is right.  He is almost like Mr. Potato Head, like very losely put together as a human.

Helena Bonham Carter

really is amazing with her daughter Nell.  I hope Johnny is amazed.  I wish Johnny would stop his kind of fixation on Native American blood.  He's only getting more that way.  Also, I don't approve of his tattoos.  It's nice he got ones with his kids' names, but other than that I think it's a bit too far.  You can't remove them supposedly, but if you can I wonder if it hurts.

Helena Bonham Carter & Nell Burton

Nell really needs her mom.  I wish I could have her, but she's her mom and dad's kid.  She's so perfect, I don't ever want to see her stop.  I finally feel I've lost a lot of weight.

Johnny's Scenerio

I'm glad because I believe him having kids first inspired Tim Burton.  I think Johnny is interested in older people.  My dad and little brother each liked watching him as a pirate.

Johnny seems to believe that what he sees means he's free reign, yet I think he was racist to me though he can't be.  He's the one who's more non-white.  My face isn't molded in some way that's worse than European.  I may have some issues, which is what I'm discussing, what I devote myself as a fan.

I think it's funny how he does Native American indian sentiment, but I wish he would move on and not revel in it in that way.

I'm glad Tim Burton had kids.

He was concentrating on others, as well, after he had kids.

Vanessa Paradis doesn't believe in having kids just to make new people.  I'm just reading into what she thinks.  Johnny seems to think that other people in the U.S. who have especially European lives as in more fru fru and fancy things, even if it looks cheap and dirty, are both someone he wants attention from and people I guess like that don't beat him in a competition, yet he thinks they do.  I'm tired of Johnny Depp with his laborious contradicting views to the person you see when he's Jack Sparrow and Willy Wonka.  He mixes in his Native American indian with his idea of what German and French is.  He talks kind of slow like he's thinking more slowly just because.  I wonder kindly if it's the large amounts of Native American from both sides, maybe even 1|8, which is how much I have of Dutch maybe.

People are too squeemish about

Florida and California, like it's not very solid.  Well, I'm from Florida.

People slip and are mean to me.

They don't realize what they are doing.  I thought Tim's comment about not going online was sad.

I'm pretty settled down.

I don't know why people would want to discipline me.

They act like I did something wrong since I called Tim Burton's daughter a nigger.

Also, I added a blog called Nell Burton to another account because at the time I thought it was okay.  Then I threw away the passwords and Google hasn't responded yet about the issue.  I also made a ProBoard for her.  I lost that of course.

People are attracted

to Johnny Depp.  He has that sense of something precious from being so far removed with his Cherokee Native American indian heritage.  He meditates on something and makes sure it's worth it.  He reaches a conclusion and works hard to look so handsome.  Also, I love his wonderful children, the most important thing in life, children and parents and close relationships.

It is false

to think only the movies is what's important in life.

People always get the feeling

race is okay with Jewish.  There is no doubt there are people with mixed blood to pick on and slowly kill with how they treat others.  I even read a book on it in school, spoiler - The Scarlett Letter.

Perfect European Life

The daughter reminds me of me in some pictures I have and some of my biography.  She is like a drama girl and so cute and prissy.

Helena is considered more European than

a Middle Eastern, though today it only seems safe to have a little Jewish and the rest European.  She may be the only one.  I am so glad she found Tim and has a family with him.  I wonder if I could ever meet their daughter and son.  Since I'm a girl, I'm very interested in the daughter.  I'm interested in Helena, as well.

If you wanna marry a full-blood I suggest Middle Eastern.  I don't suggest Arab.  Arab is good, but it reminds me of Egyptian, which is the Near East.  The author of The Catcher in the Rye's dad is Jewish.  I think Helena is just very special.  She and Tim should stay together.  He will have a perfect European life.  I may get famous someday and meet the family, as well.  My family can benefit from my fame, as well.

I suggest marrying Pakistani.

Helena Bonham Carter and her daughter are so perfect.  Helena lets her daughter be more European than she seems to feel she is.  I think she is just perfect.  They are so Europeanized but have the wonderful Jew blood.  It makes them feel more precious, too, more special.  Asian is considered intelligent, and Jewish is considered white, whereas Chinese is not.  They think all Chinese don't look European, but I do.  It technically is whiter than Jewish, so I feel okay in my large half of it.

Perfect

Helena is the perfect mix of European and Asian. She is allowed to enjoy being Asian but also no problems with European. I know I don't have problems, neither. People just try to say I act old-fashioned in an unappealing way. Maybe they want to look Norwegian. Norwegians seem to just have a pretty more blank face. Russian is like that, too. Remember in Black Swan the guy was French but seemed to want to be embodying a Russian in his accent and demeanor.

Perfect

Helena is the perfec

This is a nice picture.

http://media.photobucket.com/image/nell+helena+/SweeneyToddForever/20081124_helena01.jpg

See, Helena is just like my mom except doesn't experience racism.  She can feel things are special without having to look European plus being accepted as European since she's mixed with a lot of European.

The difference between her and my mom are that Helena feels okay despite what racism exists.  My mom looks pretty European, but you can tell she's not.  She isn't mixed with anything else.  If I had kids with an Asian, they would look European if I could exercise the fat out of their eye area.  I think I am going to marry a white person.  Like I said, racism is made up.  There is no same for all rule.  Other people of the same race might not be as okay as another, but it's proven in that we've seen full Middle Easterners with red and blonde hair and blue eyes, which makes them look European.  We've seen people in China and India with blue eyes and Chinese with white blonde hair, like a tribe in China.  There are indian groups around Turkey I think with blonde flaxen hair.  So, you do judge by individual and have to guess if anything is too Asian.  I know I did over myself just as European and am still thinking of Asians when I think of racism.

Kids

Some people think kids are exactly the same as their parents agewise.  That never works.  They think since they are made out of their parents that that's what it means.  In a way, that hits home.  They can also think the parents are younger since parents used to be younger.  That seems common.

Mia Wasikowska

http://images.contactmusic.com/newsimages/mia_wasikowska_1133763.jpg

Music gives me something to do.

gave

Cool - make your own car

http://www.fiatusa.com/en/?bid=5103417&pid=57699781&adid=235690372&rid=40061783&channel=display

Nell has it so easy.

She doesn't do anything wrong.  She gets what she wants and has what she needs.

I feel as though Tim Burton and Johnny Depp are saying other people do things wrong, like me, but I don't.  They just created the idea because the word "nigger" isn't a part of their vocabulary, only the definition comes up all the time.

I wonder why Tim said

he doesn't go on the internet much, Tim Burton.  Too bad the fansites for him and Johnny Depp are so bad.  I like the internet.  I wish more people would post on my board.  Maybe I need another advert.

Strange Movies Happenings

At our theater, it said, "Mars Needs Mom," instead of "Mars Needs Moms."  IMDb called Johnny Depp "Johnny Deep."

Bio Site

http://2011-03-12-2.yolasite.com/

I accidentally decided to delete the last paragraph and rewrote it again smaller.  It's the one that starts, "During Katrina."  I was deleting other things I added about what I did wrong.  Aw, so sad.  I made it more brief.

Whatever the race,

you should be the best you can be!

I don't know about having dark skin, but you should search for that which you really love and don't be afraid to be seen.

i liv 4 food stamps

Yummy, yummy, yummy, there's a hole in my tummy!

So, I have to suffer

a terminating relationship with my dad, whereas Nell Burton doesn't have problems with Tim Burton.  It must be fun to be little smart and loved.  I have dreams myself, too.  I skipped 2 days of jogging, thought it was a little boring.  Maybe, I should do yoga or try again tomorrow.  I was tired and slept, too.

I like my dad.

Why can't Tim Burton be my dad, too?  Like I said, their beautiful daughter doesn't have to worry about not looking like her wonderful parents.

Tim Burton

Dec 22
http://www.heavy.com/tv/tv-video/the-hour/2011/02/george-stroumboulopoulos-tonight-tim-burton/

You can look unlike youreself.

So, why not twins?  Also twins get a different side of the body.  My sides are different, and sometimes I look like a different person.

I'm tired of the dizzy toys.

I'm an adult now, but lucky I still want to act.  I'm looking forward to the money to get clothes.  I lost a lot of fat already.  I have food stamps, too, so I'm happy.  Happiness comes before fame.  Pretty much you'll get a line of people my age and see which ones seem special.  I want more time with my family and to get famous maybe around age 30.  My hair will have grown back in.  I still am trying to get famous ASAP though and will submit a headshot.  I am wondering about price.  I want to use the money for clothes.

Jews might often be rough.

I like it in small dosages.  So many Jews overstereotype how they're European, but not Helena Bonham Carter.

That's just crazy and shouldn't be that easy.  Why don't the Chinese do that?  They are considered 2nd class culture.  I think Jew is 1st class.