(from around an hour ago)
Well, my internet is loading slowly again. Anyway, aside from that, I had a good night. It's about 10:00 P.M., and I must have returned at about 9:30 P.M.
-I filled my water bucket with ice and the whole pitcher, and it's icy cold.
-No one has added me to MSN IM, though it's up and running. I wonder if the alerts are turned off.
So, I almost got lost. I guess I left at 6:45 P.M. So, I was gone for about 3 hours. The thing is yesterday I just made it around the entire neighborhood. So, today, I went across the street. I didn't realize how short it was and am not sure if I went back the way I came in the end, supposing not and that I'll never really know. I just realized even drinking a lot of water less inclined to use the restroom now I resort to blogs to post. So, anyway, I didn't need to pee the whole time. My stomach did hurt some. I'm glad I'm not posting anymore on IMDb except reading the Alice in Wonderland boards, too. So, I'm going to ask maybe my brother to go to the sports store tomorrow so I can pick out some work-out clothes. I'm so used to washing the same thing. I want to ask my dad, too. I'll leave him a note tomorrow to try that store. I just want him to pay for it in person with that credit card thingy. So, what do you think? Just I should get maybe 3 shorts, 3 sports bras, 3 work-out panties, 3 pairs of work-out socks, new sneakers, sweat band, and last but not least what is it 3 tankies? So, I wonder if since this is Florida they'll sell them cut off at the bra line. That's going to be around ten dollars each. So, that's only around one hundred and fifty dollars. I'm still rather upset my internet is slow. I'm just happy I came home and had a bath already. This is my second shower since I woke up.
So, I'll be leaving home around 6 P.M. to go to the sports store, which is very easy to find. I'll get home around 8 P.M. So, I'll be working out more and back to my regular schedule of getting better. So, I'm giving my net a rest for now. So, I mean I'm glad my computer works more now, but it isn't since getting back from my walk. Another thing that excites me though is going out and geting food. Maybe, I can drive soon. I sure am pretty expensive. This is neat. I can see the computer flash neon green but still says Excellent signal.
Then, I suppose I may ask my brother to take a walk, but I dunno. I might just come back in here. Maybe, I'll have a good night tonight. I want to clean some things. I am getting much better, though. I would love to eat out. I may ask him to go to McDonald's again. There's other places to eat, as well. With my dad along for the clothes, he'll just then get what I need and all and I'll not have spent as much money. I think I'll wait on getting new jeans just because I found some that fit. I am content maybe to do some art and restart my computer later. I can smell food.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Bored
So, I'm laughing at this musical we did in 6th grade ...
"Oh Fantine, I swear it on my life ...
It's too soon, too soon to say good-bye ..."
"Come to me ...
Cosette, the light is fading ...
Don't you see ...
The evening star appearing ...
Come to me ...
And rest ...
Against ...
My shoulder ...
How fast the minutes fly away and every minute colder ...
Hurry near ...
Another day is dying ...
Don't you hear ...
The winter wind ...
Is crying ..."
"On my own ...
Pretending he's beside me ...
On my own ..."
I actually kept this book, too. I just feel so bad because now my laptop's working and I just have too many problems. I should go do the sports store ore be upset my parents probably got rid of my last DVD player. Why not just get a new computer? I was gonna get this Blu-Ray like my dad said, but now he's getting me an Apple. I assume he's just waiting. My mom and brother went to Kennedy Space Center all day, which is in Florida where near I used to live. It's a nice one. She has this credit card we use for big things like this. I feel bad, but hey $4,000 I just spent it.
I saw my parents have the computer part set up on a separate table with a printer that's sturdy. I have my printer up on my drawers. My desk is perfect for a separate computer and moniter. It has a special part for the computer and is really sturdy. I guess that makes me a bit nervous, but for some reason I think that's better.
I mean, hey, it fits.
I just lost all self-esteem. I have gotten rid like of everything. Just I don't feel like going out tonight. It's only 6:30 P.M. What? I can paint a masterpiece now? I don't think so. I think I can draw eyes by looking at my face in the mirror rather than my prior plan of worrying about a printer.
I have a handbook on driving and a liscense. I just need some more relaxation. I wanna finish my TV series but hafta wait. Yea, I'm dressed, though my mom and brother have the cam. I will see if I can find the one for this laptop. I can finish reading more, as well. I'm making some progress.
So, in essence, like, I don't like asking my parents for money but am not sure what my problem is. Maybe, I should go for another walk in this outfit and not worry about not being dressed to work out per se. I can go out any time. It'll make me feel a lot better. My dad suggested my hair would get lighter. I think I just have to wait until I feel better. Hey, guess what, no more Hanes Her Way. I'm wearing practically a thong, a lace thong and a lace bra. I wear the same stuff each day. Saves me money. I guess I'm stopping now. I'm not necessarily starving for another daily shake out and don't have a microfridge for ice wanter. So, guess I'll get my bottled water from out.
It's just that I get restless lying in bed and have learned not to overeat yet again. About spending money, though, my dad suggests an Apple now. Probably not getting a laptop. Getting a separate computer and moniter and keyboard. I have the keyboard case, as well. I'm not really nervous about a desk with a place to mount the computer, like under where I can put the moniter or maybe even my printer. I just can't wait until I can watch TV again. I want to finish this. Really, I'm going for a walk soon, though. Guess one day I'll go to sports clothes. Why is this? I don't wear my glasses, neither. So, if this works is pretty good. I can live with reading all day. I just have to see how this goes, then. So, am I just on track to get thinner? Certainly, my legs are getting stronger. I have lots of funny things I could talk about. I wanna go out again though now. I assume my dad did fix something here. I have to think about getting the TV back in if I wanna play for instance the animal games, though it doesn't quite match the zoo ones. So, like, I could play them when no one's around or put the TV in my room. I still have to clean up a little. I'm not sure what I'll find tonight. Well, I guess I'll go take a walk then and see what comes up for me.
"Oh Fantine, I swear it on my life ...
It's too soon, too soon to say good-bye ..."
"Come to me ...
Cosette, the light is fading ...
Don't you see ...
The evening star appearing ...
Come to me ...
And rest ...
Against ...
My shoulder ...
How fast the minutes fly away and every minute colder ...
Hurry near ...
Another day is dying ...
Don't you hear ...
The winter wind ...
Is crying ..."
"On my own ...
Pretending he's beside me ...
On my own ..."
I actually kept this book, too. I just feel so bad because now my laptop's working and I just have too many problems. I should go do the sports store ore be upset my parents probably got rid of my last DVD player. Why not just get a new computer? I was gonna get this Blu-Ray like my dad said, but now he's getting me an Apple. I assume he's just waiting. My mom and brother went to Kennedy Space Center all day, which is in Florida where near I used to live. It's a nice one. She has this credit card we use for big things like this. I feel bad, but hey $4,000 I just spent it.
I saw my parents have the computer part set up on a separate table with a printer that's sturdy. I have my printer up on my drawers. My desk is perfect for a separate computer and moniter. It has a special part for the computer and is really sturdy. I guess that makes me a bit nervous, but for some reason I think that's better.
I mean, hey, it fits.
I just lost all self-esteem. I have gotten rid like of everything. Just I don't feel like going out tonight. It's only 6:30 P.M. What? I can paint a masterpiece now? I don't think so. I think I can draw eyes by looking at my face in the mirror rather than my prior plan of worrying about a printer.
I have a handbook on driving and a liscense. I just need some more relaxation. I wanna finish my TV series but hafta wait. Yea, I'm dressed, though my mom and brother have the cam. I will see if I can find the one for this laptop. I can finish reading more, as well. I'm making some progress.
So, in essence, like, I don't like asking my parents for money but am not sure what my problem is. Maybe, I should go for another walk in this outfit and not worry about not being dressed to work out per se. I can go out any time. It'll make me feel a lot better. My dad suggested my hair would get lighter. I think I just have to wait until I feel better. Hey, guess what, no more Hanes Her Way. I'm wearing practically a thong, a lace thong and a lace bra. I wear the same stuff each day. Saves me money. I guess I'm stopping now. I'm not necessarily starving for another daily shake out and don't have a microfridge for ice wanter. So, guess I'll get my bottled water from out.
It's just that I get restless lying in bed and have learned not to overeat yet again. About spending money, though, my dad suggests an Apple now. Probably not getting a laptop. Getting a separate computer and moniter and keyboard. I have the keyboard case, as well. I'm not really nervous about a desk with a place to mount the computer, like under where I can put the moniter or maybe even my printer. I just can't wait until I can watch TV again. I want to finish this. Really, I'm going for a walk soon, though. Guess one day I'll go to sports clothes. Why is this? I don't wear my glasses, neither. So, if this works is pretty good. I can live with reading all day. I just have to see how this goes, then. So, am I just on track to get thinner? Certainly, my legs are getting stronger. I have lots of funny things I could talk about. I wanna go out again though now. I assume my dad did fix something here. I have to think about getting the TV back in if I wanna play for instance the animal games, though it doesn't quite match the zoo ones. So, like, I could play them when no one's around or put the TV in my room. I still have to clean up a little. I'm not sure what I'll find tonight. Well, I guess I'll go take a walk then and see what comes up for me.
New Laptop
I am midway just checking IMDb for my own reading enjoyment. I wanna go out and do something. I feel like such a waste. I truly just want a new computer. This little laptop has broken often, but it's working better since I gave it to my dad this evening.
So, why waste my parents' money when I already have with some stupid clothes? I barely have anything.
Like, I got this dress that is the mistake not to use, and it comes with two sashes. It was $120, and I'm using it for church, no problem there. I got tired of my Target outfit since it was the display. The hemmed jeans are not okay. I'm tired of the outfit I got in January that I'd been saving. I'm tired of the tankini and black hemmed khakis.
The only problem is I got these jeans at Wal-Mart. Then, I wore the smaller size with no belt. Then, I got an even smaller size and am wearing a belt, which I don't like. I give up on clothes and shopping for fun. I am gonna have to go to a sports center and get some clothes for working out since that's all I do. I just don't feel like it.
I haven't spent too much, only a few hundred dollars. I wear the same shirt every day. I wash the same outfit each day.
Oh, by the way, my hair is bleached, so it's yellow but looks good in the back. I hope the light part gets darker. It makes me look more German like Sleeping Beauty, so with that I'm pleased. My bangs are pretty short, still.
So, yea, I just feel a little guilty. The Wal-Mart jeans, all in dark I got, were $20 each. That's really a lot of money. So, I'm just giving it a rest and wearing the 3rd pair size with this belt that keeps giving glitter off, though this time wasn't really bad. Same shirt. It was the only one at the only place where we go that I liked. So, my dad liked my hair. I just have to go to the sports store so I have something more appropriate to walk in than a bikini. I also haven't asked yet again for keys to the house for less stress on my parents. I'm still too numb to drive, as well.
Okay, I'm posting this blog since it's pretty long, boring, and a bit confusing, though that is because I plan to work on another one as a continuation at this moment really doing nothing else right now because I'm so out of it on spending more money for nothing but because I'm sick and have nothing to do. One more day or night, one more set of cleaning?
So, why waste my parents' money when I already have with some stupid clothes? I barely have anything.
Like, I got this dress that is the mistake not to use, and it comes with two sashes. It was $120, and I'm using it for church, no problem there. I got tired of my Target outfit since it was the display. The hemmed jeans are not okay. I'm tired of the outfit I got in January that I'd been saving. I'm tired of the tankini and black hemmed khakis.
The only problem is I got these jeans at Wal-Mart. Then, I wore the smaller size with no belt. Then, I got an even smaller size and am wearing a belt, which I don't like. I give up on clothes and shopping for fun. I am gonna have to go to a sports center and get some clothes for working out since that's all I do. I just don't feel like it.
I haven't spent too much, only a few hundred dollars. I wear the same shirt every day. I wash the same outfit each day.
Oh, by the way, my hair is bleached, so it's yellow but looks good in the back. I hope the light part gets darker. It makes me look more German like Sleeping Beauty, so with that I'm pleased. My bangs are pretty short, still.
So, yea, I just feel a little guilty. The Wal-Mart jeans, all in dark I got, were $20 each. That's really a lot of money. So, I'm just giving it a rest and wearing the 3rd pair size with this belt that keeps giving glitter off, though this time wasn't really bad. Same shirt. It was the only one at the only place where we go that I liked. So, my dad liked my hair. I just have to go to the sports store so I have something more appropriate to walk in than a bikini. I also haven't asked yet again for keys to the house for less stress on my parents. I'm still too numb to drive, as well.
Okay, I'm posting this blog since it's pretty long, boring, and a bit confusing, though that is because I plan to work on another one as a continuation at this moment really doing nothing else right now because I'm so out of it on spending more money for nothing but because I'm sick and have nothing to do. One more day or night, one more set of cleaning?
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