They used to say about theater

that you either come to terms with it or not.  But, people have fallen for the idea that everyone would have.  But, they haven't.

Wars Fought Over Race

can't really be a good thing because people die.  The Jewish seem very European.  Blame white people for acting like they're not.  Don't blame the Chinese or some shit.

Only some traits|people

are shared between Chinese and white.

Another Thing That Upset Me

My piano teacher from when we lived in the nation's oldest city in northeast Florida said I should get into organ and never stop playing piano.  My mom called a lady I met later, but she never answered back.  So, for that amount of time waiting to meet her, I took that long to decide to not make it my life.  I'm very regretful because I wanted to be a singer since I was 7.  Instead, I also did piano and organ.

I liked the girl I was talking about, though.

I just feel like she saw me and followed me and made the auditions seem harder.

Someone from our junior hi died of drugs.

He went to the Catholic school in town.  I remember now I didn't know where I was going.  So, I guess that's another supporting reason I didn't actually get on dance team.  People transferred from the Catholic school.  My mom did ask if I wanted to go to an all girls school maybe New Orleans too.

My two best friends from before hung out and went to college together with another friend I was friends with.  They lived in Florida in the nation's oldest continuing city by Jacksonville.  They went to FSU.  I wish I applied to LSU, but don't get me wrong it was worth it to go to Loyola.  People went to UNO and I applied there.  My mom and I didn't have me apply to LSU.

I know she went to New Orleans Center for Creative Arts | Riverfront.

I got in most trouble it seemed for not chosing between ballet and gymnastics.  I did art at home for fun and had fun dabbling in music and being in choir my whole life.

I found I was happiest at a high school near our house.  I left as a junior to get harder academics since all the gifted classes were ending.  Don't get me wrong, I almost died twice and was made fun of selling candy (in which one person found ants) for Christian Club.  Someone almost hit my temple but was too tall, and there were fireworks as I walked away or nearby.

The Group

I saw them do Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat.  The girl I was talking about in my last post was one of the 4 narrators, who sing and move, do a synchronized movement pattern I remember, like tilting their head from side to side.  So after that, I went to be with them.  I stopped because I was tired.  I almost got in a church musical here.  They changed the schedule and I wanted to go to ballet.  I don't do that now anymore.

"The Wizard of Oz"

There was a tall girl a year younger when I went to another parish's youth group rather far away, not sure if it was Catholic.  This girl seemed shorter and slimmed even more and got the part for Dorothy.  I was wondering if she was following me because it was such a coincidence.  I quit that group.  There was this girl with white blonde bleached highlighted hair who I got with who put her arm in mine just like Dorothy.  She was slightly older, same grade I think, just a little older compared to me I think.  She also got a part for Meet Me in Saint Louis the year after.  There are 2 musicals a year + YATs.  Judy Garland also played the same character in Meet Me in Saint Louis.  Of course, Judy Garland was Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz.  Anyway, I remember it was the same name and grade of the person who got the roles.  They had a good director for The Wizard of Oz.  They should get more room, like cut out the trees and create a 2nd theater and have musicals all year.

I'm bored of my music.

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Is_a_dog-human_hybrid_real

Ah!

Here's a tickler.

1983, hey?  http://www.amazon.com/Theme-From-Terms-of-Endearment/dp/B001BHWKAO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302762470&sr=1-1

[The Feeling of] Just Waking Up

http://www.amazon.com/Christ-Born-Child-Earth-French/dp/B000TEII3S/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302761835&sr=1-1

Other Songs

There are other songs that pop up other than what I know now.

"Iris"

http://www.amazon.com/Iris/dp/B00122IZXO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302760818&sr=1-1

It sounds like he's trying to copy the accents of those famous girls from 1997|8.  I always thought I was meant to be like those people.

You can tell "Sweet Dreams"

is a different kind of musical capability.

http://www.amazon.com/Sweet-Dreams-Are-Made-This/dp/B001O3Y9YU/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302760400&sr=1-1

Why would someone indulge racism?

Give someone else a chance in the bathroom!

How can you fake this?

http://www.amazon.com/Dreams/dp/B000WOXPZ6/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1302760126&sr=1-2-spell

You can't fake being able to sing this.

Now I'm listening to "Sweet Dreams."

November

I don't want my period.  I haven't had it since Thanksgiving.  My doctor, who is Chinese-Indonesian, tried to get my mom to take me birth control pills because I might get raped.  Not sure why except I know I have a purple flap in my vagina, the two flaps that stick out in the cheeks.  I don't know if I have mine shaped more like an African.  My vagina got pretty numb.  I used to feel a lot of pressure.  Anyway, the birth control pills I mentioned because it's supposed to regulate the period and keep from getting pregnant, not sure how.

Celtic Woman

They did "Sail Away."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_H4TlDxXxVk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGpTkv713vQ

We can sa il we can sa il.

SAIL AWAY SAIL AWAY SAIL AWAY

What I noticed was the background.  Now, it's one big clump of sound.

I have this teacher

from Loyola in voice: http://www.artistshousemusic.org/videos/an+interview+with+ellen+frohnmayer+assistant+professor+of+voice+at+loyola+university+new+orleans

Her doing a voice lesson with someone I saw working at the bookstore: http://www.artistshousemusic.org/videos/vocal+lesson+by+ellen+frohnmayer+pt2

Okay, Enya.

I just got "The Memory of Trees" and "Orinoco Flow" ("Sail Away.")

"The Memory of Trees" makes me think of death.  I used to listen to these CDs growing up, like when I was 9+.  Everyone in Florida knows "Orinoco Flow."

Unimpressed

I've met people from "the city."  What's the big deal about Fort Lauderdale?

Time for Some Spanish Music Again!

Why didn't I get "Livin' la Vida Loca?"

Now, I am listening to

Celine Dion sing "It's All Coming Back to Me."

Here is another song I have I know.

http://www.amazon.com/Show-Me-Heaven-LP-Version/dp/B001O7YFYA/ref=sr_1_10?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1302754230&sr=1-10

Supposedly..

Miami has a lot of blacks and Latinos.  The Latino is the one that is overly recognized.

I also had "Macarena" which I love.

"Uninvited"

This song ceased to exist.  It's just a point of great discomfort for people who aren't into being famous and stuff so much.