I just kinda look down upon them. I realize I need stuff that costs money. Eventually, I can get over it. When I work, things will be better. Funny though I didn't tell them what I fed the dog, so I don't know how that coincidence occurred. Suddenly, we haven't had anything like ham nor meatloaf and no bakery things. My dad has diabetes, as well since. I was disgusted, though, so I stopped after giving him some of the food. I'm weaving in and out of my thoughts, I guess. It just really bugged me. Like, what, was I not prepared for it or something. Since, we haven't been worrying about the dog, neither, like before. At least seemingly. At least once we got the chocolate covered cream filled stuff.
I sorta regret having to go out, but I do. Tonight will be TV night, and then I will sleep all day in a shower. Haha. Then, I will have a note to go out and look for a sturdy desk. Supposedly, I will have moved my shelves to the garage and oh I forget again. I do have the little TV for video games. That's all, a bed and that stuff. I can do art on a sturdy computer desk. I know it can't wiggle. I'll keep this laptop until my dad sets up that stuff. I have to clear out the chords, as well, so who knows, I'll write for tomorrow - Sunday to be the day. I'll ask my dad to put it together for me then. Next, I'll get my 3-seat sofa. Then, I'll be prepared to decide on a computer. Oh, yea, a new chair should come with it. I have all this stuff bunched in the middle. The chords though are just of the laptop like and the TV and stuff, the fans. So, it all can easily be dealt with like tonight or tomorrow. I need to take it easy most importantly. This really is important to me because then I will be more active online and will read during the day instead of just sit here and mope like this. I can sleep when I need to because I will sleep on a couch. Great, my room has sliding doors for a closet. Then a bed and there is the desk and there is a sofa, a big sturdy desk and a nicely priced good-looking style of sofa from a good furniture store. I bet I can even tilt the screen to face me. Like, I mean on the sofa. Funny the ones I saw, not many, all had bars just that cover the sies, so I need probably like a bigger desk or just find a different one I guess. So, meanwhile I really am in here upset I didn't spend the night watching TV and am hungry. I'm not now. It really is bad. I could paint, might lie down first. Like, I didn't have a shower but am happy staying at home now and should remain so untli I feel better I guess. I just want to get better as soon as possible. I feel happy about looking just for a desk for now that's sturdy, though, and then a legitimate couch. As per sound system, I just mean this boombox has a chord that isn't really attached to it and comes undone. I have nowhere to put it. It's not a big priority yet. It's just that the computer wasn't made for it. I want a full sound system, just one that's not portable. It's because I know they are probably louder. I just never got into asking for one yet, scouting out options on what to spend on. I am excited maybe to do another Alice drawing. Maybe sometime I can copy a real person as is what usually to do, though no I don't have any magazines. I also of course have my hair to dye. I want to do a drawing because I can shade and I'm sick. I can shade in paint, but I think I'm new at that, unfortunately and want to practice my skill. Well, over and out.
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