Ricochet

Okay, so, like, why did my dad ask me yesterday or rather he said about feeding the dog or something and that he eats once a day when clearly he eats twice a day. I said I never feed him. I know once I fed him when they stopped buying something and found it funny he said once about something after with more emphasis. I just wanted to go shopping man. I came out again to ask him why he asked me something about that or whatever it was. Then, he went in to change and I remember I always knocked sometimes on my own room until college and after and thought it was cute, like lightly I knock if I know no one is there. No one was there, and he hit his knuckles on his door, which was closed. I didn't say anything but was waiting out in the living room, wantint to ask but didn't, feeling silly.

No, the webpage isn't loading. I became really sluggish trying to double click something. I honestly don't know anyone who can't stop holding onto things that bother me from something that happened as though it's my fault.

It just came to my mind when I got over what my brother did. They're doing it to annoy me. I don't feel well at all. I have no job. I have no future. I am virtually nothing. I am at home all day feeling this. Something new always has to come up.

It seems as though I can't tell when my dad is home. It seems almost time for my brother to go.

I mean if something already bothered me, why hurt me again, and again to prove a point when I clearly just mentioned something? It's like they're out to stimulate me, and no one really cares. No one has left me alone.

I seriously need to leave a note to go out tomorrow to look for a computer desk and then a sofa. I need to decide to move my shelves as well.

Funny, I just clicked differently and now my internet's not working. I didn't get in a good double click. Only my start page is up.

I started again. Strangely, I got something up new but not something else.

So, I was wondering, maybe people seem nice, but in truth they really hurt me and and through.